decadence.

2010-11-14T00:25:00.004+08:00

You think I'm pretty without any makeup on.

Okay, this feels so weird.
I'm back to blogging here after like what, one (nearly) entire year?!
That's just madness.
Amazing how blogging just died down.
Desperately need to find my style back.
Feels totally weird blogging!
I've been living each day without recording anything,
which is bad.
Ah well. :)

O's are actually over,
for majority,
Just left 4A and 4E,
to suffer another day in the hall for bio.

Sadly, there's clb on 16th so,
hehhehehehehehe. :D

And i realised my links are very, very un-updated.
Super.

Hmm, well,
i think o's went fairly okay.
this year was full of surprises,
which ain't good.
but we'll see how next year i guess! :)

Anyway,
in brief,
RYMD dinner on friday was awesome pawsome,
and study date today was real fun too.
You know who you are,
cos you made my daaaaaaaaaay! :)

alright, somehow i feel childish blogging.
weird, no?

Goodnight world. :D

2009-12-06T02:03:00.004+08:00

Run don't walk the sky is falling through.

SIGH,
times are really bad now. :(
sigh, loads of stuff happening.
chillax my friend, you know who you are. :)

Anyway, i went out with ailin on thursday,
and went to study on friday at queensway macs. :)
awesome outing with ailin, like really.
Awesome to catch up after soooooo long! :D
And studying on friday was pretty okay,
finished up my bio + abit of e math!
Awesome, and we ate damn alot.
2 apple pies, 2 fries, iced latte, and 20 piece nuggets!
MADNESS. :)

Anyway, i saw pretty pretty cameras on Gmarket!
Oh how i wish i can ship them in now,
Love the robot / star camera!
THE PHOTOS IT TAKES IS AWESOME. :D
Its so going on my wishlist. :)
Too bad its like $10 USD online but $30 at haji?!?!
and i don't get why holga's so expensive, but ah well.
I'm so damn freaking in love with pretty cameras. HAHA.

Anyway,
i guess i'd better go off soon.
Talking to allinda now, its been long. :)

Bye for now then!

2009-12-02T02:48:00.001+08:00

Can someone bring me to play laserquest?
HAHAHHAA, i've this urge to play stuff like that. :D

And yes, its 3am,
and i'm still watching videos. :D

2009-12-02T01:51:00.002+08:00

Took my heart to the limit.

Teehee,
so sorry for lack of updates!
Loads of stuff to do today,
like attendance and stuff, hehe.

For now, the computer's really really guai,
it disconnected only like twice today?

which is awesome, HAHA! :D

Went out to study today, which was rather (un?)productive la.
I mean, i only did like what, 8 sections.
Like, i had to finish up about 6 parts of the physics tys hol homework,
and i only did like 2 for bio, out of 6. :(

pffft, still say productive?
gosh.

Anyway, i've gotten some stuff in mind to wish for for Christmas or Birthday! (which is in like, 2 months & 3 days!! :D)
Its a whole list of impossible crap, but ah well. :D

1. Ipod Touch!
2. Starbucks Vouchers X infiniteeeeee
3. New Laptop!
4. Gossip Girl Complete Season (TV) (TV's boring without cable!)
5. The entire Gossip Girl series of books (i think it'll be totally awesome since i'm craving for books again)
6. Every Single shade of nail polish from face shop. (HAHAHHAHA)
7. Huge Pink Piggy Bank
8. WII!
9. UP Dvd!
10. Crumpler Backpack (the one everyone says looks like a tortoise shell )
11. MORE DRESSES!
12. Wedges!

I told you i'm mad and impossible.
AHHAA,
but i would appreciate the gossip girl books.
at least you know i'll use it, HAHA.

I'm ridiculous, hoho!

2009-11-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

Dance with the enemy.

ALRIGHT,
i know i haven't been updating, real sorry!

its like, the internet keeps disabling itself (only my computer) and i've no idea why.

Its behaving today, so yay!

Anyway, today's really boring.
sunday i mean.
there's choir on monday, wed and fri this week.
totally sucks la, plus mrs lim coming tomorrow.

pfffffft.

Sheesh, i forgot i need my $45 by tomorrow, zomg. :O
Shall leave a note for my parents.
teehee.

Sleepover at deborah's soon!
ZOMGGGGGG, cannot wait to do our song.

PLUS MV.
HAHHAHAHAHA, its gonna be awesome! :)

Till then!

2009-10-30T00:36:00.001+08:00

I FEEL HORRIBLE. REALLY. UGH!AND YOU STUPID PERSON, GET OFF MY BACK AND GO GET A LIFE ANS AND STOP YOUR DOINGS COS YOU PISS ME OFF.

2009-10-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

what would my mama do.

Alright,
so i'm sick sick sick.
but no longer hot hot hot. :(
pfffft, at least i'm recovering.
gosh, luckily ytd i had my dad and mum fetch me from orchard.
if i went home by myself, who knows if i'll even make it home. :O

watched 500 days of summer ytd,
and it was total, weirdness.
the last part was SUPER DUPER lame.
:

but it was nice la, if you did pay attention throughout, if not you would feel your $6 wasn't worth anything.
and zoey deschanel totally looks like katy perry much. goodness, the similarity is uncanny. :O

despite being sick, i'm still eating alot.
now all i'm worried is that, i'm gonna have another sleepless night. totally sucks. :(
kept waking up last night. :(

thanks everyone who messaged to see if i'm okay!
sorry i didn't reply any, cos i'm out of messages.
i really wanna hop over to singtel, so i can stop worrying about oweing my mum money. :(
pffffft, oh well.
looks like i can't play interclass even if my fever's gone tmr (sun),
cos its always the case where you just recovered but can't do a shit.
hoho. :)

and i'm very very glad to say that for this week, i don't think i was ever in a bad mood. :)
think positive yo. :D

happy (belated) birthday dearest allinda!
love you much! :)

2009-10-10T00:20:00.005+08:00

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Alrighty,

finally I'm blogging after a month-plus hiatus.

Zomg, super duper long can! :( pfffft.

anyway,

FOUR DAYS TO GO TO FREEDOM!
four days of exams i mean.
That's like, 7 papers to go.
zomggggg, i can't wait for post-exams parties.
awesome sleepovers, shanghai trip and all! :D
and I'm going shanghai with sarah-ann and family, how cool eh. :)
awesome awesome, gonna be freezing cold there la, zomg.
but, excited excited. :)

anyway, past three days of exams were, alright.
hall was surprisingly not cold, instead i could just sweat in there. :(
chemistry paper was HARD, HARD, HARD!
the ultimate killer, so unexpected.
biology was managable, but quite a few hard questions around, like zomg.
the breathing MCQ qn didn't make sense, the graph i mean.
chinese was alright, so was ss, history and english.

i realised this year all my compos super drama?!
i've like, someone dying in my english compo, someone getting struck by lightning in my chinese compo.
so much so that the minute sarah-ann and guowei heard, they laugh non stop can! :( pfffft.
so not funny, but oh whatever.
i wonder what the hell will i end up writing in 'O' levels. :(

Anyway, i totally can't wait for whatever outing with these guys.

NIGHT SAFARI! :O

Girls, I miss you all super duper much. lunch before choir one of these days okay. :)

Okay, I've been mugging my ass off the past week, and I'm just super relieved that the heavy topics are all over!

REJOICE! :)
anyway, i think God really has seen me through.
I felt totally calm during the exams, even chem.

At least i didn't feel like pulling my hair out, and didn't feel too much stress.
Though i have a very bad feeling chem and biology will affect my final grade SUPER badly,

but i guess i'll just have to keep studying!

i'm totally not a mugger type, so we'll have to see how.

i just really hope my saturdays spent on studying and all totally pays off, especially ss and history.

if i get like B's for both ss and hist, i will totally jump and hit the roof.

as long as i can get B3 for ss/hist overall, i guess that's hugeeeee improvement! :D

well, guess i'd better get more rest.

have been sleeping past 12 the past three nights,

and i skipped lunch like thrice this week already. :

i badly wanna go for Gracia's wedding tmr, but my dad doesn't let me all cos he says giving up $30 to let me go (cos of chinese tuition, one lesson's $30) is stupid.

but come on, how many times does one get married?

i even planned to dress up really nice, which i haven't done for long. :(

stupid la, spoil all my plans.

SIGH, many many birthdays coming up soon, which means mine is coming too, in 4 months. :D

alright alright, i'll be motivated and go sleep now!

for those going crazy mugging, i suggest you take half a day off and chill.

i think it totally helps to go into the exam room all calm and chilled.

remember to pray! :)

can't wait for your sleepovers, dears. miss you all loads. :)

2009-09-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

OKAY, SO ITS REALLY HARD TO BK BLOG COS I CANT ERASE ANY MISTAKES FOR SOME REASON. READ ECLIPSE LE,LIKE WITHIN THREE DAYS. NICE TTM!A AND IM GLAD THINGS ARE BETTER NOW. PAST TWO DAYS ARE HELL. GOSH, SHALL END HERE. EOT EOYS IN FIVE WEEKS! FREAK.

2009-08-15T23:44:00.004+08:00

you're not sorry, anymore.

ALRIGHT!
haven't been blogging for REAL long aye! :)
went out with deborah today after tuition.
supposed to study with kenneth lau too but apparently he PS-ed us.
whatever, better still, if not deborah and i wouldn't get to camwhore and go ULTIMATE HIGH. :)
really awesomeeeeeeeeee. :D

went starbucks to study, watched BOF there too (and finished one epi!)
and then went cold rock to satisfy deborah's craving,
and went MAD doing 'hair adverts' and star wars spamming. :D
really awesome, people thought we were mad!
then bought fries and told deborah about da paolo and brought her there,
and sat outside and ate the cake she bought, my provence bread and the fries.
and just talked.
and went to cold storage later to walk around.
(thanks for telling me yo. really wanted to hear. :D)
then bused home while deborah's dad came to pick her.
awesome day today, thanks deborah! :)

well, guess i shall sleep soon.
abit the tired.
moreover, i woke up late and rushed to tuition.
i didn't have any full meals today.
its just bread here, oreo there, and fries.
and whatever else.
weird eh.

alsooooo, the portobello at da paolo is TEMPTING.
overpriced pasta, but looks awesome!!! :)
plus plus, the meringue was TEMPTING,
plus plus the cupcakes looked too good to eat.
freak, my mouth's watering! :(

DEBORAH,
SLEEPOVER + BAKING + PICNIC SOON OKAY. <333333

2009-08-10T02:46:00.002+08:00

do away with the old and gimme the new.

Alright, so i've been watching like...
6 episodes of BOF.
i know, everyone says i'm slow.
but i totally hate to watch when everyone's mad over it, pressuring you to finish watching quick and go crazy with them.
totally rocks to watch at your own pace. :)
GJP is sweeeeet ttm, taking any chance to kiss jandi. HAHA. :D

had relatives over to celebrate NDP.
fireworks this year sucked la, super short.
could see from my house the HUGE ones,
but it didn't last long.
parade also pretty boring, tsk.
had fun playing about with jessica's camera.
kept doing the multiple shots thingy, its lame shit but fun. :D

well, i gotta mug alotttttt tmr for the upcoming tests.
what, physics on tues, history any day between wed and fri,
and i've no idea what else.
was it chem pract?
SIGH.
i've been stressing alot, cos i've failed like 3 papers le.
physics was like a DANG hard,
no wonder i failed.
chinese was, whoa. didn't get the passage at all so lost alot of marks + first part i anyhow whack. :S
A math was just, complete stupid la.
easy things to people i don't score well, ridiculous right.
guess i've to accept being really, really unique. :/

anyway, wish me luck for the next few tests.
gotta pull my grade up if not i'm very screwed! :(

ah well, better go off now.
battery dying on me.
sleeping in my sis' room tonight so no adaptor. :(

thanks deborah, rebecca and allinda for friday.
and to the rest for waiting and all.
sorry and thanks.

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY TO:
SHAUN! (7 aug)
JONATHAN! (8 aug)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
ADRIEL!
SHERRILL!
HILARY!

all the 10th aug babies, HAHA.
you all have an awesome birthday. <333

2009-08-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

love's gonna get you down.

AWESOME,
can upload photos to blogger now. :)
i know i've not been blogging for like, eons.
zomgggggg, super busy + lazy + no time to come online and all. :(
and i know i STILL haven't blogged about taiwan/hk trip in full,
but not like ANYONE wants to read it right.
besides, i've recorded all the events in some notebook,
so it doesn't matter, still have the memories in there. :D

anyway, past few days have been, half slack half madness.
there was choir performance on friday night,
and it was kinda chaotic.
i had no idea what to do.
and stupid Y (not you yeewei!) had to spoil my bloody mood.
totally should be aware that Y is pissing me off big time.
now i know why rebecca gets so angry at Y easily.
i KNOW why, so bloody annoying and all!
ZOMG, it sucks to be stuck with these 2 jobs and all.
i've enough of getting crap from Y, and on the other hand, the others throw me stuff from like the other direction.
i won't be surprised if i go mad soon, seriously.
and the work hasn't actually started.
i don't know la, i wish rebecca had helped me beg nat yau to fire me, along with her.
GOSH, i would totally appreciate that.
plus having your juniors stare at you with zero interest isn't that nice either.
its like, i'm trying to make the whole affair light-hearted and as fun as possible,
but i just can't get their looks out of my head.
it isn't easy, getting their attention as well as respect.

GOSH, i do need God's help all the way. :(

Anyway, on a better perspective,
today has been ultimate slack day.
i tried out the new vacuum my mum got, its hell fun.
honestly, its the first time i've handled a vacuum, let alone OWN one.
so yeah, awesome. :D
and sarah's recovered (from fever, not cough. :O), deborah's waaaaay better, aaron is okay too. haha!
now i just pray that joshua, joel lim and whoever else who was sick and didn't come on friday night are better!
its a tad scary to know someone in your cca has got the swine flu. :O
hope they close down CCA again!
PLUS, assembly starts tmr. zomg, total awesome breeding ground for germs.
i rather stay in my class and sleep, thank you very much. :)

alright, i think i've talked enough. its like, total crap. hah!
alrighty, goodnight everyone.
have an awesome day tmr,
though i'm no longer looking forward to mondays and fridays.

until it gets better.
i hope it does.

2009-07-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

OKAY, blogger is being a tad weird. all my font + picture adding and whatever buttons are all missing from the top, i've no idea why. :|

anyway, its been 10 days since i last updated, and yet this will be short.
cosi'm secretly using com, teehee. :)
ANYWAY, there's performance this friday, zomg.
totally want supper after it. :D

well, i'd better go sleep.
today's conversation with mostly 3a people was VERY VERY interesting, aye? :D

and it really sucks to be in this situation now.
all i can do is put everything to him, and continue relying on his words. :D

2009-07-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT, I'M TYPING OUT THIS ENTRY FROM MY PHONE-.sOSO PLEASE DON'T ASK WHY ITS ALL CAPS. PLUS ITS HARD TYPINYG WITHOUT ANYTHING APPEARING ON THE SCREEN! :(ANYWA, HIST TEST WAS KILLER, HAND WENT NUMB LA! TSK, AND CHUINESE WAS LIKE A HUGE HUH CAN. OH WELL, AT LEAST TESTS ARE OVER. AWESOME. SORRY FOR NOOT UPDATING, I WILL SOON! <3

2009-07-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

give me reason to prove me wrong.

Alright, i'm officially addicted to linkin park's song.
don't call me slow, i need to listen to it like 5 times before i go mad over it. :D
and now i'm crazy, seriously.
i listen to it everyday, hehehhee. :)

today was like an okay day, laughing abit here and there.
oh and, last friday i was really really mad, at like someone.
GOSH, freaking unreasonable and all. and biased.
whatever, its over, i'm forgetting it.

anyway, LOADS of tests this week.
got a math, history, e math, chem, eng and chinese.
bio pushed to next week! (heng)
can't wait for this week to be over, then maybe class clique can go out and watch ice age together after all the tests!
somehow, i've some love-hate relationship with tests. :/

taking out my braces this thursday, goodness.
scared to see how i look without em.
GOSH.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADA! (11 july) <3
dinner with class clique on sat was awesome. :)

2009-07-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

no picture today, kinda in a rush.
but no one actually cares anyway, right.

and i totally piss myself off today.
guess i was abit distracted by talking to dione and ailin,
AND I LEFT MY BOTTLE ON 74!
:( ughhhh,
and i only discovered after i slowly ate my lunch at BK,
which was already one hour ago,
the bus probably left the terminal at holland.
so halfway while doing bio, i speed walked to the terminal while on the phone.
which was a bad decision cos i felt like crying,
but yet that person didn't say anything consolatory.
but allinda, thank you super duper much.
you're sick yet i still bother you but you don't mind,
hundred thanks. :)

but anyway, the office said no bottle was found, so i just left my contact,
he gave me the hougang office number and i left.
i'm really upset about it, i forgot i was holding it, thought it was in my bag.
i'm hell disappointed + upset + pissed.
freeeeeeeeeeeeak. :( :( :(

anyway, catching up with ailin and dione was fun today,
crapping around + fusionopolis (finally i didn't actually fear going there, lol.)
came home and bought dinner,
which i ate alone.
sad life eh!

well, had better go bathe and revise abit.
i realise i haven't been able to concentrate well.
either that or the subjects really are tough.
i'm just really thankful i haven't failed anything. (besides hist, but i mean overall no failures).
good achievement already.

now i just hope my bottle will be found tomorrow!
i think i shall call up the hougang office after school tmr,
and the holland one if i have the number.
i really want it back, its quite new + i really can't afford to buy this bottle a third time. :(
ultimate stupid la, ughhhh.

if anyone sees it, PLEASE, don't take okay. :(
really hope SBS DOES check their buses before they leave the terminal each time,
if not,
its sure gone for good. :(

2009-07-06T18:16:00.003+08:00

slap me out of this place, and back into where i belong.

I am really not in the best of moods.
everything just turned cold, either that or you just have no idea what happened.
everything changed overnight.
maybe its just that line, that just turned my mood around, i don't know.

been watching BOF since like, 1pm.
till now, at episode 7 already.
so many freaking parts.
and its nice to watch it again (taiwan version exactly the same).
crying at the really, really sweet/sad parts.
you can say emotions run high nowadays.
i have no idea why.

anyway, i'm really not in the mood to blog.
i desperately need someone i can talk to.
things aren't good when you discover you've been fighting abit too much.

i've slacked like shit today.
tell me, who would be in the mood to do any shit revision when stuff happened like a day ago?
and that hostile, cold voice.
i really hate it.
but i don't want to always give in first anymore.
i'm sick and tired of that.
i can't keep giving.
its supposed to be both ways.
but why is it like that now?

2009-07-06T00:39:00.004+08:00

somehow, i can only pray it'll turn out alright.

Very good morning! :D
well, i've been slacking way much today (sunday).
nothing done, except help my mum cook spaghetti.
grated the cheese, cooked the sauce and all. :D

i've been listening to christian songs for like the past one over hour,
while reflecting on what happened awhile ago.
really, the quarrels cannot build up anymore.
i don't want to look out my window and just can't figure out wth went wrong and just start getting all emotional.
tired of doing that, with nothing solved.

anyway, i guess tmr i'm free?
nothing to do, project.. people doing themselves.
i'm considering redo-ing entertainment news part, cos like nothing funny, way too serious.
we should totally come up with more crap, really!

you know, i wish i was one of those lucky people with powerful and beautiful voices.
and talent to play guitar and song write and all.
somehow, i don't even know what the crap can i do.

i need to grow closer and closer to God.
i've never been close, and I'm gonna resolve to grow closer.
And not only run to him when there are problems, but just anything, cos I know he'll be there.
its only whether the answer i need comes immediately or i've to wait around for a little while.

i wish you could call right now, despite just now.
i want to hear you. :(

2009-07-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

ain't about how fast i get there.

Sorry about not blogging for the past few days!
and my update about taiwan/hongkong isn't done yet, pffffft. :(
anyway, my dad, who's snoring away behind me, is waiting for me to shoo off the comp,
so i guess i shall make this another quick one! :)
shall recap on the week.

boy did it pass freaking slow! :(

monday
on LOA, so stayed home and slacked like shit + finish homework.

tuesday
i forgot what happened, but it was really a funny day, laughed like mad!

i've no idea where i had lunch. :S

wednesday
project at my house after school, finally finished filming!
plus awesome time making weird, random videos. :)
and then the way we put the computer and enlarge the words so like the reporter can see,
real tiring seh!
sometimes i had to hold the com up, next to the camera. :S

thursday
ummmm, tuition straight after school! (i realised this whole week i super good mood. really weird. :O)
and i got like starbucks as apology, zomg. feel so bad.
thanks xing jie and zayne. i was seriously pissed, but you guys didn't exactly need to apologise like that. :
tuition was fun, i kept playing organ + played really gay games like jumping monkeys (you launch some plastic monkey onto a tree) and the tumble (pull out sticks without the marble dropping into your tray).
gay eh! but very fun. :D

friday
raffles with deborah, meant to study but like nothing to do?!?!?!
found out about the fusionopolis accident thingy, poor thing. its abit scary + very very sad. :(
BK for lunch, then B&J!!!! (sorry deborah, kept kapok-ing. i didn't even pay, zomg.)
AND I WOULD LIKE AN ICE CREAM CAKE FROM B&J please! ($43 bucks btw, HAHA)
and the lip balm! zomg, ex to the max. its like, $11 for a teensy pot of lipbalm.
but its B&J LEH! coolios. :D
walked around like idiots, topshop + M&S + saw the kuwait people deborah met at AYG (they like ang moh! BLONDE leh!)
rushed home to bathe + dinner with zoey, sarah & claudia + youth sun pract.
song's awesome, i like that song. :D

today
tuition(weird + scary + people getting wrong idea about me + someone!!), then rushed back clementi, intending to buy like stuff for R&D but shermaine had them, so went to her house to do up the samples + rushed to church for another youth pract (zomg, hell funny!).
then dinner at crystal jade with the same 3 (awesomeeeeee, thanks guys!), then went opp to the angmoh-populated area to check out this like, cake shop (de paolo, really cool!), and we 4 bought this huge slice of cake that cost us $8, went out to eat.

nothing fantastic, tasted like normal chocolate fudge cake (not bad la), and ate till we were like, bloated!
went back to church to wait for parents with sarah, did tiny bit of chinese tuition hw while waiting. :D

this week was rather awesome!

i get to go back church tmr, cool.
saw the church @ sentosa pictures, wish i could go. bloody quarantine! :(

well, i shall update again.
i hope monday i get to do something useful (proj) or fun! (ice age 3 with church clique!)

HAHAHA, i'm so into brackets. :)

nighty mates, enjoy the youth day holiday! :)

2009-07-01T22:22:00.003+08:00

so why can't you see, you belong with me.

okay, so today my group managed to FINISH english project after like 4 meetings?!
AWESOME, we had a great time and all, i hope!
and i hope no one gets scolded or whatever, sheesh. :(

ANYWAY, we took awhile to finish up nicholas' part cos he kept making errors/laughing(my fault)/phone ringing.
YES, it rang! HAHA.
hell funny, it was all going well and my house phone had to ring so darn loud. :S
and later on we used that to do other stuff, hahahah!
and aaron had to borrow my dad's shirt cos he can don't bring, tsk.
we all ate finish our KFC before he came back from home somemore! tsk.
managed to film the whole thing and all,
with a few NGs and stuff, hahaha.
hilarious.
kenneth and i were disturbing him from behind on purpose, hahahah!

well, school has been rather awesome for the past 2 days, 3 for the rest.
funny and all, and i'm the only girl in the last row!
cool eh. :)

i realised i haven't blogged finish about my holiday.
goodyness, i shall do that tmr.
got tuition, but i'll come back and blog after that.
i've some compelling feeling to blog alot. :D
HAHAHHAA, alrighty.
shall stop here!

thanks deborah for photos,
aaron for timetable + editing video,
kenneth, shirley and nicholas for coming over and FINISHING the proj!,
and xing jie for printing (twice) my stuff.

i like owe ALOT of people things, sheesh.

2009-06-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

okay, quick quick update.
today has been ultimate slack day for me.
reading my shopaholic books.
made me cry like crap!
thank goodness i was alone at home, teehee.
really romantic and nice and touching.
yes, i'm a sucker for romantic books.
HAHAHAHA!

well,
tomorrow's starting of school.
feels weird (yet fun) to be up at this hour while the rest are trying to grab a good sleep for tmr.
honestly, it feels hell weird to not go school tmr with everyone else.
its only ONE day i can't go school, and people are like, WAH.
what about those who no need to go for a freaking week?
i still have online homework you know!
stupid, for the one day i'm away.
it would make more sense if i'm away for TWO days and you throw me homework.
:(
or even three days!
its just one day, oh gosh.
i had to come back on the 22nd, how nice.

and i'm completely okay la, its been a week since i came back, nothing except a horrid throat as a result from class chalet highness.
other than that, i'm better than many out there.
oh well, one day isn't nice.
to be stuck at home while everyone's back in school.
sheesh!
and timetable sucks. :(

oh whatever, goodnight everyone.
i need to be up early to do my 'online homework' and finish up my remaining homework.
for those going tmr, have fun.
i think it'll be HELL slack, talks about H1N1 all the way.
for those that have like till fri to stay home, good for you. HBL will suck alot though. :)

2009-06-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

let love tear down these walls.

Hello one and all!

I'm like finally updating pretty alot.

Not bad aye? :)

anyway, didn't go choir on monday cos i'm not allowed in school cos of the swine flu thingy,

so i didn't pon okay! :)

anyway, ytd with deborah was pretty awesome! (friday)

met up with her at orchard, and she didn't wear her heels, causing me to suffer more. :(

LOL, and before we could study, she already started to shop, goodness.

thank goodness i was on tight budget! temptation was looming, i tell you. :(

walked to shaw macs for lunch + study,

but decided to leave after awhile cos got super lot of people coming in for lunch?

i think saturdays are a better time to study, oh well!

walked to cineleisure where we managed to get FANTASTIC seats for transformers @ 415. (we bought tickets at like what, 130 okay. luckily the whole cinema was still sorta empty!)

went down to BK to try to study abit more,

where i did orca!

plus abit of a math,

and history i've no idea to do + i left my ss in locker so looks like someone has gotta take for me on monday and bring to me so i can do my indiv. proj! :)

went up to get popcorn(which we threw away half) + drinks.

went into the cinema and it was like, oh boy, full house?!

movie was not too bad, willing to watch again.

just someone gotta sponsor me, teehee.

i'm VERY broke after paying $10 for the pizza my eng group had on wed.

yes, i had barely $20 in my piggy bank.

THAT's how broke i am.

i haven't transferred any money into my POSB in like, almost a year!

THAT'S HOW POOR I AM. :(

AND MEGAN FOX AIN'T HOT, BTW!

sorry, she just isn't. she really looks like a guy.

in fact, i believed she was a transsexual, except her voice is way too high for a guy. :S

someone confirm which is real please!

went to yoshinoya for dinner at taka later,

where we gave up on finding a place to study at that time,

so we walked to paragon, went toys'r'us and went abit high. (sorry about the ring, brah. :S)

went outside and decided to camwhore,

and camwhore we did!

we went mad,

and literally did jumpshots outside toys'r'us!

YES, THAT MAD. :D

love my super duper mad friends. :D

hope i can get the photos from deborah soon, cos its awesome.

cos i jumped in heels, HAHA!

well, its pretty late.

shall update about taiwan + hk tmr i guess?

though i'm not going church tmr (they banned us from going. :S), but i'm abit tired.

so goodnight everyone, sleep tight. :D

2009-06-26T01:30:00.004+08:00

you can have the best, but you yourself is the worst.

YOOOOOO!
there's like, 3 days to school reopening!

4 for me, teehee.

BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN ITS GOOD OKAY!

that means i gotta chiong hw like madness, cos i'll wake up late.

HAHA, and those going on monday, its okay.

cos i think it'll all be principal talk + lecture on swine flu, those kinda stuff.

who wants school to reopen, anyway!

ANYWAY,

i found something super interesting on wikipedia, was waaaaaay too bored.

then i wanted to see where on earth did i start getting the word 'camwhore' from.

and here's what i found:

A cam whore (sometimes cam-whore or cam-slut)[1] is an individual who performs sexual services on the Internet with webcam software in exchange for money or goods, usually by a fixed per minute fee or by encouraging viewers to purchase items on their wish lists or add to their online accounts.[2] While the label is usually considered derogatory and insulting,[3] it is also used by these people to describe themselves, occasionally in a self-deprecating manner.
The term "cam whore" is also used to refer to individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption. This second usage of the term, deriding vanity and histrionics, is overtaking the prior, more intuitive definition. It is usually synonymous with attention whore.

SEE!

goodness, who knew camwhore was seriously, whores who use cameras to, whatever.

but whatever la, i doubt i'll ever stop using that word.

but i found it pretty interesting. somehow! :D

well, thought i should try to blog about my taiwan + hong kong trip.

i'll try the first 3 days. :D

Day one, Saturday.

cabbed to airport at like, 7+am?

checked in, and boarding Cathay.

managed to watch bride wars (missed the beginning though).

food wasn't too bad, had mini toblerone!

HAPPINESS. :D

transit in hong kong to taiwan, where i watched ugly betty! :D

and supposed to have only refreshments but we got noodles,

which was ULTRA good, heehhee!

touched down in taiwan after minor turbulence,

and was greeted with heavy rain + lightning after awhile. :( (which continued for like 3 days!)

took a nice mercs to hotel, settled in, changed and went down and walked the streets,

where we had like this nice but UBER oily beef noodles (we had to mix the spicy soup with the normal one to get some taste though),

and beef pancakes and chao ji mang guo bing! (super mango ice kachang), which totally marked the start of my mango kachang obsession. i practically am willing to eat mango now. :D

went back hotel pretty late, bathed and packed cos EVERDAY we changed hotels! suck eh.

Day two, Sunday

It rained again, bummer!

took the volkswagen minivan (our transport for the rest of taiwan) to the high speed rail station,

where we briefly joined a bigger tour group (ours only had my family + one other girl!) and took the train to taipei.

the train was like a WHOA, hell nice!

and cos taipei was the last stop, so they had cleaners like in position at the station.

they practically marched into the train, started cleaning, and they were turning the seats 180degrees so they face the correct direction!

HELL COOL. :D

Reached CKS memorial (forgot the full name), where we walked up 89 steps to see this huge statue of the late president + they had 2 soldiers standing by the sides, just like those guards at Buckingham with the bearskin hats, you know. never moving, haha!

reached some market for lunch, (forgot name again!) and had this huge sausage, and fishball noodles. bought mochi too(which is so little, i just found out). and the woman whom i bought the sausage from is like, uber happening! i'll show the photo soon.

travelled like 19km(??) through practically 5-6 mountains with SUPER winding roads, and at like 100km/h, WHILE it still rained! :(

reached this small and ulu place, where we had a so-called farm stay, with plush and hugeeeee beds (one to each person!), and wooden flooring.

and damn cool, got some raising platform under the beds!

walked out abit in the rain to get some stuff from the nearby provision shop,

and saw a chained-up cow opposite.

went back, to find many cocks(that started making noise at like, 4am or something)and a goat that ma-eeeeed nonstop!

had like freshly plucked veg for dinner + so many other dishes!

the fish we had was awesome, but drunken prawns, not very drunken. :(

but dinner was fantastic, haha!

had a great sleep too, and camwhored abit while waiting for my turn in the shower. (teehee!)

Day three, Monday

woke up to rain, again!

had yam rice (the WHOLE thing was purple, damn gross. didn't eat though, i hate yam), plus like eggs and more for breakfast,

then drove through a few more mountains to reach taroko park, where the wind blowing was awesome! :D

had a break at some mountain cafe, where apparently coffee's made with the spring water found there,

(but no diff la, taste also lousy. so freaking ex somemore, like $6 sing? starbucks is waaaaay better. :D)

had an awesome personal steamboat lunch at some cute place with like all the food on a conveyor belt.

visited some lingzhi shop, where my parents were actually convinced to buy a whole bottle of a year's worth of capsules.

and some good it did to their pockets, $700+ gone, just like that! SING DOLLARS, mind you!

well, stopped somewhere (i've no idea where cos i slept in the van EVERYTIME we got back on to travel somewhere else. always slept! :D) for like, this awesome fried chicken, and took a few photos at the fake train there,

and also visited some lake, where we rested for abit, then went onto Chu Lu Farm, where i managed to feed the HUGE cows there like leaves i found on the floor. super cute. :D

travelled more to this AWESOME spa hotel where they had hot springs!

soaked in it + 2 other medicinal mini pools for abit with the other girl, while my family went to check out what's around the hotel + they saw a real pig being chained somewhere and snorting away!

had dinner at the hotel, which was so-so.

went back to soak more of the hot springs, then went back hotel to the nice, soft bed and camwhored even more while my sister was soaking in the bath (apparently the water from the tap also spring water, + your skin feels hell smooth in it!)

slept pretty late that night, cos taiwan tv is hell interesting! :D

well, there you go, first 3 days.

super lengthy right?

i know you all wondering how can i remember, cos i kept a small diary of the stuff we did.

helpful ttm, if you really wanna remember a holiday. :)

anyway, i guess i shall update like only 3 days by 3 days.

typing's enough to kill me, what more reading for others. :)

well, going out to study with brah + MAYBE transformers tomorrow,

so had better go sleep now! :)

and i took 30 mins to blog, goodness.

2009-06-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

the only things that make you truely happy now are friends.

DEBORAH CHAY IS BACK YOOOOO. :D

welcome home! :)

goodness, miss her loads.

we barely went out this holidays,

and we usually go out like shit!

ah well, this holidays is WAY TOO PACKED.

someone extend it. :(

anyway, apparently i'm supposed to stick by some 7 day stay home rule.

so i can go back to school on tues, at least i won't miss chapel!

hope there is, goodness.

anyway, went class chalet ytd though,

cos i didn't exactly know all about the 7 day thingy till i was like, there, late in the night.

oh well, but it was totally awesome.

firstly, when i reached, something happened,

then the rest sleeping upstairs, so i went out beach to sit and talked to allinda.

thanks for answering dear, needed it so darn much!

well, then like sat at the sand, and all.

went back in later when they woke up,

and like go beach.

they started climbing onto some ulu rock in the middle of the water.

high tide so didn't follow.

instead got cut, so went back and lied on the sand with ada.

talked to caryn and jamie,

and then joined aaron, ivian, jonathan and shaun at the rock at low tide.

and we saw rainbow!

and apparently the guys found horseshoe crabs mating,

and found a starfish,

and jonathan got some cut from the barnacle or whatever,

and practically everyone had a cut somewhere!

managed to climb onto the rock (i last min stayover so didn't bring clothes and all),

and we all started screaming out to the sea, felt hell shiok!

and sherrill and joanne came back from school,

so went back into chalet,

then rented overnight bikes,

biked to the hawker centre for dinner,

(sugarcane's good! smooth.),

where me and shaun lined up for food for super long!

and i was so thirsty, i had to run back to drink my milo bing, teehee.

cycled all the way past carl's jr later,

then me and shaun cycled to 7-11 after aaron and sherrill went to get drinks,

and went back chalet where there's like food brought by ada's mum.

learnt how to play bridge (eh, pretty fun leh! but hard, really),

and started playing pig upstairs and cheat and all.

and aaron sucks at cheat, keep forgetting the previous number called, so he keeps losing!

then slept at like 230+ till 530, waiting for sunrise till 630 when it was too cloudy to see a shit,

so went back and slept till like 830?

(btw, i couldn't sleep for the 3 hours before sunrise, so only slept 2 hours! best record)

then returned bikes, to find the shop delayed,

so we bargained with them to let us cycle to macs then cycle back.

managed to, so ate and all,

returned the bikes and bused back home.

aaron and I met kenneth and shirley at clementi mrt(wah lao, they were too early!),

and so they followed me back while aaron went home first.

managed to film kenneth's part for the eng proj (gosh, so slow!),

and aaron came, where my sister couldn't stand his deo smell! (AHHAHAHHAHA).

ordered in pizza since we 5 haven't eaten,

and watched and fooled around before we succesfully got kenneth's part after like 3 retakes. :)

not too bad!

sent them to their bus stops and walked home, for dinner.

then celebrated daddy's birthday with a cake (he was screaming for me before i appeared with the cake, like wth!).

paid my sister for the pizza,

packed abit of my room and now i'm nodding off to sleep. :(

HOW ON EARTH DID I SURVIVE THE DAY WITH ONLY TWO HOURS OF SLEEP!

ah well, i shall sleep now i guess! :D

post about my 10 day holiday tomorrow, hopefully.

not going for choir cos of the LOA thingy i have, hahaha.

but i'm putting my trust in God that he has protected me and shielded me and my whole family from the swine flu. :)

people may wanna get it for 'extra holiday',

but no way am i gonnna go through through and nasal swabs for a week just for 'extra hols'!

abit stupid after thinking about it, so weak to do hw, no use!

well, i do really pray that God has blessed me and my family. :D

teehee, well, goodnight everyone!

don't you get the flu on purpose! :)

2009-06-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

travel the road less travelled but come back safe.

HELLO ONE AND ALL! :D

I AM BACK! :D

HAHHAA, and btw, the photo is from Hanoi, haven't gotten the chance to upload anything cos my sister rushed out for wedding dinner, and obviously took the cam along.

oh well!

holiday was awesome, but i'm in such a shock that 10 days away really shakes you awake, literally!

i'm like having phantom turbulence in my head i think.

i sit on the chair and feel like i'm on the plane, goodness.

this sucks.

anyway, shopping in HK is awesome!

bought darn lot of esprit stuff + shoes + skirt + dresses!

total count:

Dresses: 4
Tops: 8

Shoes: 2 pairs

Bottoms: 1

allinda got a shock at those numbers, but like not alot leh, for a 10 day trip?!

bought the most dresses in taiwan,

most tops and the rest in HK.

i LOVE my awesome mary jane lookalike heels, hahaha, so cute. :)

and i bought cotton on flats for less than $2o for two!

singapore selling $25, teehee.

but i bought one, cos i shared with some stranger who wanted one.

i wanted two la, but, aiya, long story.

well, think i shall go something else.

shall blog soon.

joining chalet tmr, going back late in the night.

cool eh? :D

teehee, hope it'll be fun. sigh!

till later, goodbye my friends.

AND ALLINDA, MY CANTONESE IMPROVE ABIT OKAY! :)

oh no, head turbulence again. this sucks.

shouldn't have gone to the damn toilet, hmph.

plane was awesome though. :D

2009-06-16T21:37:00.003+08:00

NI MEN HAO! :D

teehee, i'm at taiwan now! about 3 more days to go before i fly off to hong kong, heh.
i hope people do miss me.
i miss super lot of people can! :(
sigh, ah well,
i haven't gotten around to buying clothes, guess i'll have my shopping fix in HK.
taiwan like nothing much, super ah lian stuff.
AND OH YES,
MICHELLE LEONG WILL GET AROUND TO EATING SMELLY TOFU. :D
you know, to try.
heard its nice, hehe!
oh yes, and the pearl milk tea like so -so leh,
singapore pearls even bigger! :(
sigh.

oh well,
this holiday has been uber tiring,
waking up at like 630 everyday,
leaving at 730 for super long rides in our awesome mini-van (5 people only!)
and i have been, (i'm proud to say this) actually SLEEPING in the van everyday!
everytime we hit the road after getting off and back on,
i'll just sleep.
and i must say, i've bad experiences sleeping.
keep banging my head. :(
but its comfy la, can lie down if you want.
scenery is awesome,
roads on the mountains that just never end sucks,
the driver speeds like shit, even in rain!
and its so curvy and spiralling, so damn headache-triggering! :(

but so far its been fun.
i went into a hot springs ytd, zomg.
totally awesome.
hot but, oh well.
it was like a freaking 40.9 celcius!!!!
quite shiok, but it kept raining.
everyday rain without fail, hell sian.

oh yes, my mum was pretty convinced to buy some lingzhi capsules after going their government shop or whatever, zomg.
it was like what, over $500 bucks?!?!??!?!
SING dollar, mind you.
and today we had pearl powder, goodness.
i hope i don't turn white!

oh well, first time i crap so much!
all at my hotel!
i refuse to bathe, i miss the internet like shit, ah well.

hope you guys do miss me, i'll update again when i have the chance yeah! :D
so, watch this space.
meanwhile, miss me!
i'll keep trying to find stuff to buy back, so far only got one.
:(
and don't worry, it's not retarded keychains or whatever.

oh well, better go up to the room,
probably use again later.
i'll update in detail when i'm back home!
i've been recording down stuff really carefully. :D

early night to everyone,
miss me and pray for safety where possible!
miss you all, really. :(

2009-06-13T09:21:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO,
at airport now!
you guys better miss me. :D
i'll be back on 22nd kay, so wait for my smses or whatever.
i'll try to get everyone something. :)
goodbye!
God Bless! :D

2009-06-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

whether you made it there or not, its the journey that matters.

Hey yo awesomexxzxzxzxzxzxz! :D

SUPER SORRY FOR LACK OF UPDATES,

have been super tied up with stuff, like finishing as much hw as possible,

planning and doing choir camp,

and pakcing luggage of course!

i'm starting to feel the excitement of going overseas now that people are telling me to buy stuff.

i need more push to kick start my shopping mood. :D

anyway, yes.

i'm going taiwan for a week from tmr (till 19th),

then hong kong for 3 days,

and i'll be back around 4pm on 22nd! :)

hahaa, awesome yo.

then there's class chalet on 23rd and 24th.

sigh, i do hope i get to bring back loads of stuff! :D

anyway, two weeks passed super fast!

went cycling + bowling with ailin and allinda.

awesome, though my butt hurt like a mad dog and bowling was crap!

ALLINDA CHEATED.

SHE COME TAP ME WHEN I ABOUT TO BOWL AND SCARED ME.

oh well,

then took like 196 all the way back to dover where i changed bus.

wednesday was project at kenneth's house,

indian food is pretty okay, except the tapioca-ish thing.

aaron liked it, weirdo.

even kenneth doesn't like it!

well, thursday was choir practice from 8-10,

then ice breakers at indoor sports hall.

stupid 'young' teacher with a super bad dress sense came to scold us when we were at half netball court.

stupid, scold me for not knowing the diff between assembling and 'icebreaking'(her words).

WTH, i wasn't the one who dished out instructions!

and i got scolded.

wtfffff.

and she was like,

GO ELSEWHERE DO YOUR ICE BREAKING.

how do you even QUALIFY to be a teacher when your english is so digusting, goodness.

and your dress sense is just, ew.

aiya, whatever.

she made me fume like mad, wanted to scream at her.

later was lunch,

then wet games.

at first we didn't have enough water bomb plastic bags,

so joel and chin wei ran over to buy more + ice pops for comm, teehee.

then we purposely went around stealing bombs to make it more fun.

some people realised, some didn't.

but hey, you guys did have fun! i hope.

and the whole fun of stealing is that so everyone gets to play.

games were VERY screwed up, you'll see why later.

then we had like 2+ rolls of plastic bags for ourselves,

which we filled using hose, zomg.

secret secret, we got scolded for using. :O

then we bombed from cca block, 2nd level!

and used the hose to spray everyone too.

and later all the juniors started going mad.

fenny dragged me into the shower,

i thought why.

and they tried to push me in, zomg.

so i ran out,

and like all the sec 1 girls,

especially debbi, faith and adelynn started using bottles and squeezing water down my neck!

and pouring over my head!

oh well, so much for trying not to get wet!

let fenny drag me into the shower later,

and when i was starting to dry off,

SO MANY people had to bomb me or pour water on me!

i got attacked alot, really.

went to shower later,

after sitting around and making butt prints.

hot hot parade square(cos of me, naturally! :D),

burned my butt and everything,

i'm slightly blacker now!

love my tan from cycling + camp. :D

well, got showered, changed into nice clothes,

then went to deco and arrange gifts and order food (joel woon was totally lazy, i had to order the food myself).

deco was hell sparse,

but what to do, 3 weeks to plan + prepare + get stuff,

tell me how not to screw up somewhere and get stressed! :(

blew up some balloons, set up chairs,

and then like everything was delayed, cos the video wasn't working and whatever.

learned the starting of a thousand miles on the piano from chin wei while waiting,

i've the video of her playing! :D

confirmed the food,

ran around trying to do stuff,

then seniors went in and all,

then had to run down twice to get food,

while mr ho took awhile to get the money each time!

then carried it all up, saw hong ting and other people too,

then had the programme.

sorry seniors, really wanted something awesome for you guys, super sorry if it was disappointing. :( miss you all alot though.

well, after dinner and some really gay stuff exchanged with mr Liew (zomg, he's awesome),

went for night cycling!

awesome time,

took very long to cycle to safra cos we kept stopping,

then started to challenge Mr Liew (with chin wei, annabel and joel woon) on the way back,

and we beat him!

awesome, he's a scary cyclist.

he speeds like mad when he hears us coming, super funny!

got back at like, 1230,

had small comm meeting,

and slept without bathing.

way too tired and lazy.

brekafast, then a 1 hour delay in telematch.

super sorry all, cos we couldn't set up on time.

kept drinking milo, hah!

energy needed, lol.

well,

set up all the stations (polo + flour, soapy dog&bone, dirty twister and bench sliding),

and mine was like, dung mad.

not everyone played, group one and five totally didn't come la! :(

well, mine was sick.

almost everyone had to step in raw egg, tomato, butter and fermented beans.

bench sliding was awesome, looked damn funny!

comm played after everything was over, which was rather stupid cos the guys kept cheating! :(

and me and lorraine went to step in the egg and all later,

and adelynn and faith went to butter our legs up,

which we used on joel later.

cleaning up was like a dung,

took so long.

thank God it rained! :D

well, Fenny and I went home after changing out of our wet clothes,

so i've no idea what happened later.

but i hope everyone had fun,

cos it was pretty rush and games were especially screwed. :(

but thanks to EVERYONE who went + planned,

it was awesome fun despite some annoying stuff.

i love the sec 1 girls, especially.

they're mostly enthu and super fun and all, and real nice!

enjoyed my time with you guys.

thanks fenny too, you've been awesome to talk to and go home with! :)

anyway, guess i'd better stop here la.

my first super uber long post in months!

teehee.

so, don't expect anything till 25 i think?

shit, got choir practice on that day for AYG.

goodness,

i'm left with history homework and proj! :(

and eng proj, sorry shirley, aaron, kenneth and nicholas to throw to you guys.

do a good job okay. :)

and bio, i'll try to print out the brochure soon ada!

left with a math(doing on plane),

and abit of blanks here and there on my test papers.

and chinese!

GOODNESS, WHY DO I STILL HAVE SO MUCH LEFT?!

ultimate stress, hate this life for now. :(

oh well,

lastly,

MISS ME, YOU ALL! :D

teehee, and i'll miss deborah, ailin, allinda, sarah-ann, guowei, aaron, and xing jie!

hahahhahaa, i'll try to get you ALL something okay. :D

i'll buy back 101 for you all, HAH! kidding.

alright, i better go pack my hw + jacket + pen + whatever else into my on-flight bag.

luggage is mostly packed, except for abit of stuff here and there.

do pray for me, for safe journey, especially with the H1N1 all around! :(

i will really appreciate it okay.

and don't expect any sms replies, cos i won't bring my phone!

but anyone still can sms if you feel like you miss me! :D
it'll be nice to see messages when i'm back, teehee.

hehehe, alrighty.

goodbye you all, i'll miss you guys, and miss me too, and pray pray pray! :)

<333333333333333333333333

2009-06-10T13:27:00.004+08:00

project later, probably will update then.
but anyway, i just read this blog.
and its really upsetting to see her change so much,
i wasn't close to her but all the partying and all,
its really sad.
pretty screwed up in the future, i think.

anyway, i'm gonna be late, so i'd better change and go out now.
update soon, sorry for constant lack of updates. :)

HILLSONG IS COMING ON 25th JULY!
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

~~last night was really, killer.~~
why must i get scolded when i'm being nice and not disturb your stupid games?
i'm sick of being pushed aside for one stupid game you play for nothing.
really really tired.
and ontop of that, i get scolded for not even talking.
in the first place, we shouldn't have even talked.
then i can save my eyes from turning into the ocean.
can't you just see, that you're throwing stuff aside for something that useless.

2009-06-05T02:50:00.001+08:00

goodness,
i'm feeling super duper tired.
and hungry!
:(

not much time to update, sorry.
tuition tmr at 3 anyway, maybe i can wake up and update.
sorry guys. :S

2009-05-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

let your glory fall as you respond to us.

HELLO THERE!

sorry for not blogging in a while.

the previous post was like a dung, not counted. :)

well, past few days have been hetic.

report books returned and 938LIVE visit to our school,

and studying with deborah on saturday,

and today my slackiest day!

alright, so on thurs went back school early to have brief choir camp meeting, then took report book.

i'm like the back 20 for L1R5, which kinda sucks.

like, probably 23rd or something.

but still!

my percentage was above class average, so yeah.

physics dropped by 11% in 2nd term,

a math dropped, so did chinese, but by like the most 5%,

then like bio and chem and eng all improved, and combined humanities! :D

ownage, really. :D

other than that, its like, wth. :S

friday, after the super interesting and funny 938LIVE,

which i went home to listen to, very cool.

the DJ sounded better in person than on air, teehee.

i went jamie's house with ada, lorraine, joanne, shermaine and sherrill.

and we guitar hero-ed alot!

managed to finish like 7 songs?

yes, and i went off for misery business, but still got the notes right, like wth!

what i've done was awesome, teehee.

i think my confidence level has dropped.

i could feel my voice shaking.

i miss trying out for band(age), somehow.

that one boosted my confidence,

to be able to survive the practices without my voice shaking cos i'm nervous,

and to deliver something passable on that stage.

didn't get through, obviously, but it was a great booster.

sure do hope i get to sing more :D

well well, then went high trying to learn the nobody dance.

and the superb tutorial, stupid guy had his account suspended so only learnt the intro part. :(

but it was funny, and someone video-ed us on purpose, wth.

hope it doesn't appear on facebook. :(

saturday was greatly productive,

studied at carls' jr first, for like 2 plus hours,

then walked abit, window shopped,

touched clothes here and there,

then headed to esplanade library at the cafe,

where i'm totally annoyed by the rude(mainly fierce) cashier woman.

scary + annoying + weird! :D

studied and did my history, mainly.

and abit of science.

and so, my completed stuff for the day was like, physics, half of chem and history! :D

pretty okay for four hours. :)

okay, so i slacked like crap today.

watched 200 pounds beauty at dinner. i know i'm slow,

but it made me cry more than ghost whisperer can. :S

alright, studying with allinda tmr!

2009-05-31T01:21:00.001+08:00

ZOMG, THIS IS FREAKING COOL. THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY. :D TEEHEE.

2009-05-28T03:15:00.001+08:00

yeah, i know its freaking late now.

anyway, went dental then rushed for tuition today!
super xiong.
took x-rays today, cos i can take out my beee-yoo-ti-full braces on 16th july!
and i'm uber sad cos my dentist couldn't do rainbow for me.
damn sad. :(
oh well,
that's about it.
i had better go sleep!
MTP tomorrow man, i wonder what's gonn happen, really. :(

2009-05-26T19:05:00.002+08:00

it was really a matter of time before it happens.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONEEEE! :D

fifteen already seh. :)

anyway, today was supposed to be awesomely perfect, but something happened.

annoys me more each day, i seriously feel like blasting at people.

either i'm being selfish if not i'm really right to be angry.

seriously, it annoys me ttm, i really need to blast at someone.

the only class i can be in a better mood is ______.

why? cos i don't have to see all that happening.

not exactly your fault, but the other few.

am i still supposed to fight for my rights and my spot at this point of time?

its been so long.

but it seems like i've never secured anywhere for myself yet.

2009-05-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

time flies so fast, you can hardly breathe.

Zomg, today was awesome highness.

was playing tap tap revenge in church, ehhe.

i usually don't listen to sermons.

not really right of me eh, but its like.

so adult focused and not really energetic, can't exactly grasp.

went home to change after lunch cos it was just so darn hot,

and daddy fetched me to KAP, where i met up with joel woon!

he made me bring my laptop, super heavy! :(

anyway, yeewei came like 10 minutes after i met up with him.

to my ultimate horror, there was barely any power point, so my com didn't exactly last all the way.
started discussing what to put for icebreakers and all, and typed out the descriptions and stuff.

shifted table, then shifted again.

venessa came, and did more of the discussion and typing.

joshua came later, and later jerwin came from downstairs to join us, like a finally after all of us were trying to persuade him!

went like abit high playing zhong,

cos joel put a jellybean in the chilli meant for my fries.

then yeewei zhong-ed, so she ate that jellybean.

i lost later, and had to take a huge dollop of the chilli.

joshua lost after that and he had to lick all the chilli off the small plate thingy!

started to fool around and off track,

but later did the list of items to get, bu didn't do budgeting.

it was rather slack yet got loads of stuff done.

venessa went off after joshua left, then jerwin went home.

then yeewei, joel and me wanted to play around in cold storage but yeewei's dad came so we all went back.

saw jerwin at the bus stop, apparently 74 refuses to arrive.

waited for bus with joel and jerwin, which seemed like forever under the horrible sun,

and finally 154 came so joel and i left.

today was pretty awesome, zomg.

and i can't wait to start going high tmr, gonna bring my AWESOME sticky sweets to school! :D

just hope that everyone won't start taking them all and i've none, then poof.

$3 gone! :(

well, gotta blow dry my hair and pack my stuff and go sleep!

its been a long yet awesome day.

loving weekends more and more. :D

and there's choir tmr, oh dread.

longer day tomorrow. :(

16 mins for this post btw!

goodnight everyone, have an awesome sleep! :D

2009-05-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

its a matter of time before we come full circle.

TODAY WAS A TOTALLY AWESOME DAY!

teehee,

thank you very very very much dearest allinda! :D

well, i shopped quite alot today.

not clothes, but accessories and all.

i amazed myself, really.

headed to far east subway for lunch after meeting chew at like 12.

we kept pushing back our meeting time from lik 1115!

damn funny, and stupid.

well, had lunch while allinda ate my cookies.

yes, for lunch. skinny toot. :S

started walking around, saw belts, then went into this AWESOME shop!

3 belts for 10, so i got one, allinda got two.

then went to find this shop that allinda said had nice stuff, bought necklace.

awesome and long and colourful! :D

then went back to the first shop i got my belt from and got pretty colourful earrings!

then went up to the shops upstairs, bought yet another necklace.

this really pretty white star necklace.

totally matched my clothes to a T yo!

finally went to sit down at like the first level, and camwhored like a alot!

take take take, headed to wisma.

but on the way decided to study at the mc cafe opposite tangs.

and then, something happened.

silly allinda tripped while on the way up,

dropped all the whipped cream and had 2 holes in the cup.

damn gay la!

and the super nice staff came, asked how was she, and got a new drink for us.

how nice can!

and that girl kept calling my name for nothing,

until the incident happened, then still call me!

and i couldn't hear, sheesh.

finished a math homework while allinda slept like a pig-o!

headed to wisma to try the flats, then mrt-ed to clarke quay.

had early dinner after camwhoring at some cool corner near the escalator.

people stared but we didn't care, hah!

shifted table once halfway through our food after failing to get a cosy corner in the food court.

went to charles and keith after dinner, tried shades and shoes, then went basement to STICKY!!!

totally caught them making 'fresh and hot' sweets in front of us!

the watermelon is like a whoa.

they cut it for people to try on the spot after making,

and it was super warm and nice!

i don't like watermelon sweets though, cos doesn't taste like the real thing,

but it was good anyway.

got a pack for myself and allinda got one too.

and got another pack for some other purpose.. :D

went to sit by the river later, took a few pictures, walked around then left.

mrt was awesome, i totally spammed.

then at dover, waited for bus with allinda then crossed over to take my bus since i had so much time.

reached home at like 9pm?

bathed, sorted out my stuff and here i am, blogging! :D

today was utterly awesome.

oh my, i'm using 'awesome' too much.

anyway, an update about term 2 results.

i'm happy with my biology and combined humans,

which my bio improved by almost 2%, i think?

and i jumped 4 grades from C5 to A1 for ch!

it helped alot that i got really good scores for the latest SBQ test on russia.

zomg, i was super shocked.

cos i can't exactly infer for nuts,

i usually paraphrase till super cheem and make it sound like 2 different things!

but physics i dropped like shit, like 10%,

chinese i've not much idea, think i got c5 (ZOMG, WTH.) ---> DROPPED! :(

ummm, chem i dropped too, like almost 10%, now boderline A1.

then, english i've no idea, but probably about the same, a math i don't think i've seen it yet.

e maths was pretty good, really high A1.

but i'm not exactly happy la, with all the disappointments!

i know, people are gonna say what,

you've gotten A-s and all, still complain what shit.

well, plenty to moan about.

physics, chinese, chem(biggest disappointment).

its subjects that i really think its hard, and to get so bad is like, makes it harder.

but oh well, we'll see where it goes.

i'm gonna think positive,

at least i barely failed anything this term!

i doubt i even did, so that's one thing to be positive about!

oh well, i need more shoes.

and tops.

and dresses.

i need to shop for these soon, wardrobe needs more pretty and colourful stuff.

sick of idling home too.

and far east is my new found accessory haven! :D

32 mins for this post. wowee.

2009-05-21T17:28:00.003+08:00

the awesomeness of everyone just can't be forgotten.

gosh, i'm home early again.

last night was really killer.

luckily my neck was okay after i kept twisting and turning and head and all.

could do with abit of massage though. :S

well, ivian was back in school today.

and got back all the tests.

this term i screwed up alot.

i dropped, not by alot, but enough to make me sad.

chinese i don't know what's my overall, but i think its still a b4.

oh man, b3 at least!

bio i improved, by like 1+ percent,

physics dropped, chem dropped, e maths was fantastic, a maths i forgot, i think improve slightly,

but that's all!

wait, a maths i haven't seen it yet. :S

i think!

anyway, i really want to learn how to dance the whole 'nobody' dance.

i finally got the chorus part kinda done, hahhaa.

really really fun.

DEBORAH CHAY, YOU BETTER TEACH ME ONE OF THESE DAYS!

then we can dance together, HAHAHA. :D

sigh, sometimes i wished i'm diagnosed with depression.

then it will explain alot about me emo-ing so much over small things and lousy tests.

seriously, i think it'll explain ALOT.

and give me an excuse to be damn annoyed at certain neighbours.

piss me off so damn much.

choir tomorrow, i think i've no time to update about hanoi.

i feel so horrible, like 3 weeks since trip and i haven't finished updating about it!

all i'm looking forward to now is going out with allinda cheeeeew on saturday.

as for camp proposal, PLEASE let it be easier.

i don't mind spending the time, but i hate racking my brains over details.

fun but a brain fryer, really. :(

2009-05-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

we kick ass better than you do yo.

first up, sorry for the long time hiatus.

and i would like to say, i'm updating for the sake of reviving my blog.

no one visits, hahaha!

i am freaking tired from planning stuff non stop since like 8pm.

not even done, but somewhat finalised?

thank goodness, cos i doubt i can sleep anyway.

i've a stiff neck, and i'm very pissed at my 'neighbours'.

VERY VERY PISSED.

why can't he just freaking be positive?

this is driving me nuts.

MICHELLE IS FREAKING TIRED.

AND HAVING A STIFF NECK DOESN'T HELP AT ALL.

it better all pay off.

2009-05-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

because you healed, we're all back now.

I MISS HANOI VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!
i truely miss it so damn much.
i know, though the trip was rather screwed up at some points,
having people hospitalised and sick and missing out alot,
but i miss the whole time of bonding, sticking together and just having fun.
i seriously can't believe i cried when we were sorta saying goodbye on the bus.
me and ada cried, oh my.
and thanks to God's grace and blessings,
everyone came back together, Thank God! :)

anyway, i'm kinda tired and need my sleep.
totally fell asleep in the car on the way home.
and my throat totally hurts so i better rest before i fall sick too
shall update soon! :D
meanwhile,
ADRIEL, ADA, IVIAN, get well soon! :)
for the rest who were sick too, take care!

thank you Lord for your blessing throughout this trip.
thinking back on how you've blessed us,
just makes me want to break down.

2009-05-04T23:43:00.004+08:00

the experience was truely worth it.

HEY!

met with ailin today, ate at breeks.

went to cold storage to get tidbits, and bought gay stuff as presents for gift exchange.

then went to vivo pool deck where we took really nice pictures,
and went down to see flipflops.

went to take even nicer pictures at like the small play area with all the rocking horses,

walked to habourfront to try more flipflops,

walked back to vivo to buy it,

then went gloria jeans to get our cheap cheap $3 ice blended-s!

i mean, its really not to my liking cos the taste all the same and not unique and tasty,

but its worth for a coffee-ish and chocolately drink to quench thirst.

worth it la, but original price definitely not worth it.

i'm still sticking to my starbucks. :)

well, hanoi trip tmr!

i'll try to update before i leave house.

but if i don't,

please pray for the trip and swine flu to stay away!

gonna miss everyone,

missing deborah and allinda and all already. :S

well well,

quick one tonight.

gotta sleep le.

its nearly midnight!

gotta wake up slightly early, sigh.

goodnight and have fun at your trips,

the last batch of people leaving for their learning trips! :D

God bless and don't miss me too much!

touching down around 3pm on saturday.

and i miss SYF so, so damn much.

2009-05-03T23:09:00.009+08:00

somethings are better said before you lose the chance to.

500th post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what an ownage jumpshot eh? :)

its the one i said had these awesome shadows with beautiful skies behind. :)

(WHERE'S DEBORAH?!)

well,

TWO FREAKING DAYS TO HANOI!

exciteddddddddddddddddddddd. :D

i'm barely halfway through my packing, which is bad.

cos tmr i'm pretty busy.

meeting ailin for a nice lunch before i fly off! :D

and i'm creating a quiz on facebook now.

zomg, bored to death and trying to be distracted.

that's why for the past 4 hours,

my luggage is barely packed!

sheesh, someone help me pack. :S

i'm super duper lazy, though i loved to pack my own luggages everytime i go abroad. :S

church was celebrating 30th anniversary today.

had a super duper long 2 half hour service in FMPS hall.

then boarded the chartered buses to Boon Lay Raja restaurant at JEC there.

food was pretty good for fake abalone and shark's fin soup.

guess it was like some budget thingy, but it tasted real good.

eat until uber full la, each table had like one cake too?!

i really loved the jellyfish, the first dish.

really, really good.

well, i guess this post may the 500th one, but i should pack my stuff.

longer post when i'm back i guess!

can't wait for hanoi and all, really gonna have loads of fun, i hope!

and the junk boat stay sounds superb, hehehe.

alright, off to pack my stuff!

i'll update tmr(if possible) and definitely before i fly off.

flight's at 350?

gotta be at airport at 130, like a dang.

23.

till it all comes full circle.

2009-04-26T11:57:00.007+08:00

how do i get better once i've had the best.

totally sucks to be sick man, honestly.

i'm stuck at home doing nothing except sleep,

which caused my neck to turn stiff for abit,

so here i am using the computer.

and being stuck at home really sucks.

and i'm supposed to be studying for physics which i would gladly do,

except that i'm such a smart ass,

I FORGOT TO BRING BACK ANYTHING PHYSICS RELATED.

honestly, how smart can i be. :(

well anyway,

i hope i don't miss school tomorrow!

physics test, though i can't study, but oh well.

or i should probably don't go.

another day to rest..

hmm, and study too.

i kinda miss choir practices now, mondays and fridays are super free, but i still miss choir.

i can't believe syf is actually long over, zomg.

anyway, on friday went shopping and all with deborah.

i managed to buy a high-waisted skirt from far east and deborah got a F21 top.

like whoa, finally we both buy something!

and trying on clothes with uniform isn't easy man, honestly.

i took like fifteen mins just to try on a skirt.

oh well, i had fun and thanks alot deborah. :D

come to think of it, the skirt is practically the only thing i bought this entire year on a trip out with friends.

how pathetic can i get.

actually, far east is brimming with stuff waiting to be found.

especially the higher floors.

less ah-lian stuff. :D

and hello, dresses for fifteen bucks?

SO tempting okay, too bad i only had enough to buy one thing.

the dress was nice though! :D

oh man, should i hope that i can't go school tomorrow or should i hope i'm well enough to go?

i need more time for physics, but i hate missing school.

and i wanna go mustafa with my chem/hanoi group!

we're planning to go there and explore + buy the gifts needed for hanoi trip.

zomg, i can't miss anything.

sigh.

i hate missing chapel too, dang.

i just realised how much i'll miss school, oh man.

and i'm in dire need of money to shop.

getting bored of my clothes.

and i hope the 3E people going hanoi will go out to get our mr men and little miss shirts!

it'll be super cool. :D

AND THE NOKIA 5800 IS SELLING AT $298 FOR TODAY ONLY.

oh my, someone please, please,

DRAG ME OUT OF THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND LET ME BUY IT.

:(

thanks aaron, allinda, deborah and xing jie for the concerns. :)

and thank you allison and faith for the lovely flowers. :)

why am i always hoping that you'll just say a word?

sometimes, i really wonder if you take all for granted.

please, oh please, give me what i honestly deserve from you.

i hate false hope.

especially today is like _______________.

sometimes i wonder if you really care, and wish you would show it.

2009-04-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

real quick post today, so no photo, haha.

hanoi trip is in about 10 days!
how fast eh, should be 10 days.
zomg, but i wish it was longer.
the junk boat stay sounds super fun, haha!
and the hotel rooms look really nice too, sweet.
aircon everywhere!
i hope i have super lots of fun.
and get to shop!
:D

oh well, better go sleep soon!
and i think i totally have a dented head.
some idiots were playing 'catching' with a bloody heavy pencil case.
i knew it would hit me, but i didn't expect it to be my head?
hurts like crapppppp now.
:(
at least they're nice guys, said sorry and moved further down so i won't get whacked again.
but who knows?

the bloody pencil was seriously so hard and heavy, it left a huge impact.
:(
ouch.

2009-04-19T02:39:00.003+08:00

i guess second best is all i will know.

YES, my phone counter is renewed! :D

hahhaa, totally exceeded man. :(

anyway had an awesome dinner at cafe swiss at swissotel the stamford.

ate till i was hyper full and had to loosen my belt countless times!

HAHAHA, rubber tummy i have. :O

fondue and all was totally awesome,

so was the rosti and all the food!

well, going out to shop tomorrow!

can't wait.

hopefully i can watch movies too. :)

gonna rain, sian.

3am now.

goodnight.

think i'm blogging for the sake of blogging. :(

2009-04-18T02:13:00.006+08:00

most importantly it was a GwH performance for us.

i'm happy to say that Fairfield Methodist Choir has obtained at SYF 2009,

GOLD! gold gold gold! :)

though there were screams for three seconds and tears later,

but everyone had fun, we gave it our all, sung our best, and everyone's really proud of us.

I'm just really happy we maintained our standard, and though we didn't get GwH,

but like the teachers, mrs lim, P & VP said,

its our best, we moved and touched people.

we made people cry(probably tear la) cos of our 3rd song,

and our volume didn't go down much.

i believe all these should be the things we've to be happy and proud of!

its my first and last SYF ever, but i totally enjoyed the experience and i'm glad my first and last SYF was a good one, though we could have gotten better.

the whole award thing is just a namesake, as long as deep inside we know we did want it, we showed it, we sung out, we gave everything and left it all up to God,

gold is really something we should totally be proud of!

so don't be upset anymore, whoever it is!

anyway, we all kinda suspect something, but shan't talk about it.

alot of stuff could have affected our grade, but oh well!

its a GOLD.

and i was so worried we would drop standard!

but we made everyone proud, i know we did. :)

well, enough of the whole results thing.

shall talk about today in detail!

so, met deborah and joel woon & joel lim at school, and went fusionopolis.

ate toast for breakfast, and got starbucks (JAVA CHIP!) for all of us, then went back to school.

and ALOT of people drank my drink, like, more than 5?

hahhaa, heard a few stuff about parade today.

i'm glad i got to 'pon' school today though!

well,

sopranos got together for awhile to run through some things,

got short 'briefing' by mrs lim and teachers,

then went up PA2 to put our stuff, warm up, rehearse, split for combined sectionals, etc.

lunch later, then rushed to indoor sports hall to change and do makeup.

and whoa, RYMD had like the whole toilet to ourselves?

went down for phototaking, and it was hell fun!

most of the girls did the arabic thingy with our gowns,

but the guys behind kept pushing and i totally hit my leg!

hurt abit but the pain went away after awhile.

went back up to PA1, went through all 3 songs with mr yong,

and that's when we were hyper, thanks to phototaking!

sung our bestest bestest most energetic the first time we entered the room,

but slowly died down.

left school at like 320+?

reached hell fast.

stood around for pretty long, then went to the holding room.

whoa, damn nice, but oh well.

then waited outside the hall for hell long, and then the sec fours started doing stupid facial things,

pretty cool though!

and then, suddenly, we had to go in.

hell nervous and kept shivering and shaking during the entire time,

and cantemus was sharp, according to seniors and mr yong.

hana was the best though, heard some seniors teared or cried, whichever.

which made me feel really happy, cos we did our magical thing and all.

wasn't lost, thankfully. :)

but well,

went for break,

and waited super long for results!

congrats to everyone who are happy about their results and all.

dunman got Gwh, the ONLY choir today.

guess its the limit thing or whatever.

well,

went to change and all after results,

met the guys and everyone else at fullerton hotel,

and went mad taking pictures of the beautiful sunset and all.

and us girls walked, then threw our bags down (read: allison, faith, belda, celeste, michelle, deborah, rebecca, yeewei, me) and took BEAUTIFUL shots with the sunset behind us.

totally beautiful, its hell amazing.

hope deborah posts the picture up soon, total ownage.

all you can see is dark figures in mid air and the orange sky behind.

walked really long to central with the guys: joels, jeremy, lincoln, joshua, eugene, ian, shaun (should be that's all) and ate at yoshinoya and bought milk tea which i drained 1/2 even before ordering food?

and something really horrible suddenly happened.

i was totally preoccupied that i didn't realise, neither did anyone,

but anyway, please cheer up and pray about it alright!

we're worried for you!

well, after dinner, went out to like the river there and went high and started crapping around in public.

very embarrassing, but no one cared.

laughed like crazy, like on drugs or something.

people stared but we didn't care.

well, finally settled down after a long while, then everyone except me, deborah and ian left.

then we three went to grab a drink, and got an awesome view of clarke quay.

really beautiful.

(at night is really the best time to go out man!)

MRT-ed home and was like the first to get home?!

my family went to dempsey (without me, sadly) to celebrate my sister's graduation.

sad i missed her convocation today.

well, sorry for burning your eyes.

if i did, well, hahhaa, sorry.

alright, i better sleep!

my neck is getting very stiff, can't stand it.

goodnight everyone.

and i know i'm not in any 'position' to say this but anyway,

CHOIR,

i'm VERY VERY proud of everyone who put in effort and time to make sure we got what we wanted or whatever.

whether you're really happy or disappointed, don't be cos we've done great.

i feel a teeny bit disappointed we didn't have the extra 2 words added onto our award,

but its really God's grace we obtained what we did earlier on.

hope everyone has a heart for choir and continue singing your best,

cos time flies super fast.

i seriously love the choir alot.

2009-04-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

no matter what, its the whole process that counts.

SYF IS TOMORROW!

i really want that GOLD WITH HONOURS.

i hope i've good news to tell you guys tomorrow!

goodnight, gotta sleep! :)

2009-04-14T22:13:00.003+08:00

take it slow now, take it from here on.

Oh sheesh, THREE FREAKING MORE DAYS!

yes, to freaking SYF.

most performing arts are long done with theirs,

except guitar which will be the last on 27th.

total tsk man, three days is very little.

and some more, i've to rest my throat, so no singing till friday i guess.

i'm all prepared to lose my voice after syf.

totally, its worth it if we get GWH.

or gold is fine, but GWH is a total bonus.

we're that standard, its whether we want to show it or not.

kobe beef, as mrs daphne lim said.

hahah!

aaron, ada, adriel and kenneth came over for chem project today.

super fun, noisy but the guys were slacking.

really regret letting kenneth bring his laptop, but oh well.

totally saw this super explicit scene in GTA! like zomg,

we all were hell disgusted and 'ew-ing' the whole time, shielding our melting eyes.

its that bad, super sick!

its just animation, but wth. totally, gosh.

bet you those animators had like done all that before in real life.

too real, i think.

anyway the guys were like slacking, watching stuff.

made them go find pictures and reserch abit though!

and we need a bigger vanguard sheet, and our poster ain't attractive nor whatever.

hope the photos part pulls our marks up!

well, today was also fun cos we found out a hell lot of secrets from kenneth.

the guys were like fighting over his phone and letter from ______.

like, whoa!

super funny.

then me and ada locked ourselves in the room and started ____________.

and then adriel went to take the ______ and locked himself in the toilet,

and aaron later took the ______ from me and went to the hall and started _________.

fill in the blanks yourself, but i guess you've a rough idea.

all i can say is, i'm glad i ain't a guy! :D

ada, won't you agree.

Hanoi, Vietnam in THREE WEEKS!

that's another mad thing.

chiang mai cancelled, and changed to Hanoi and Halong bay.

sounds cool. :)

SHADES for everyone,

and tomorrow's phototaking!

totally hope we can take our ________ for informal. :D

hahaha, i think i enjoying making blanks.

anyway, today's learning journey to SAF stagmont camp was FUN.

pretty cool, no one dared to go near the camouflaged guy.

looked scary, and the gun was super heavy!

not really, but quite for something that size.

and the 'second life' conferencing calls, humanoid, CS-like training game and some battleship game were pretty cool, though confusing.

the CS-like game was ownage, kept friendly firing!

i never once got to the tower at all, sigh.

oh well, it was fun to bond with like the rest. :)

and, TAI AILIN, I MISS YOU!

can't believe you did lab on pig's eyeball.

if one day my piglet's eye goes missing, i know who to find! :)

ah well, chem test tmr.

wish me all the best. :D

goodnight everyone, and best wishes for test tmr. :)

2009-04-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

its just not the same anymore, it really isn't.

gosh, i really don't know what's going on.

everything's screwed up to the max.

i don't even know who's fault it is.

ytd had much needed fun with deborah, studying at KAP, singing stupid kiddo songs while walking, eating ice cream and playing i-spy.

thanks alot for yesterday. :)

well, today saw ailin at alexandra village!!!!!!

she totally scared me by slapping me real hard on my shoulder and calling my name.

like, whoa.

miss you loads ailin, i do i do.

got so much to tell you.

went sheng shiong after that, and bought loads of stuff.

oreos, prawns, what have you.

gonna bring oreos on tuesday.

tempted to buy the 10 pack hello panda, but oh well.

and stupid prawns poked through the plastic bag and totally jabbed into my calf.

now i'm so scared i'll get infected so i put plaster, haha!

oh well, gotta go lace up my shoes.

and deal whatever's going on.

life is hell screwed up for me at this moment.

i can only hope it gets better, really.

i don't want anything to happen again.

i already want to cry.

UGH.

2009-04-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

people change, i know.
but i'm being ignored here, hello?
you don't care, you can't be bothered, you take on a different tone when you talk to me now.
you think i feel good?
in fact, i think its all crap.
any excuse you give me is nothing but crap.
you've changed.
even others say so.
get rid of that attitude man,
i really want that old you back.
the old you where you were so nice, caring, and never ignored nor neglected anyone.
and don't give me some crap excuse that i can't pinpoint where you changed so i'm wrong about you.
stop giving excuses and be less anti-social.
you hardly mix around these days.

no picture today, cos no time and no mood.
squash with weng shian, his brother, aaron, adriel, shawn and hilary earlier on.
pretty funny and all.
went NUH for dinner with everyone except aaron and shawn and those stupid brothers tried to lead us somewhere near the mortuary?!
i got very very freaked out, seriously.
i felt hell scared.
and some people are pretty okay once you talk to them for awhile.

allinda, do cheer up. love you very much. don't cry anymore!
deborah, whatever's bothering you please chill and pray about it. love you.
whoever else is feeling horrid for whatever reason, do put everything in God's hands and have a good sleep.

and sometimes, i think when you want a break from everything, you realise that things have already given you the break.
which is my situation now.
totally sucks and i really hate whatever's going on.

chiang mai for me + practically all of the '3E clique'.
like all the girls and guys who hang out together.
totally awesome.

2009-04-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

what a perfect ending to an imperfect day.

Alright, so today was the usual.

church (super long! got baptism and holy communion), lunch, a spot of shopping and home.

totally want that nike shoulder bag.

eighty plus bucks though.

but my parents haven't gotten me my birthday present, teehee.

sorry for not updating anyway, been very busy!

proud to say i've got a GOLD for napfa this year!

especially proud of my 2.4km run and standing broad jump.

zomg, like total records.

2.4 was super fast for me, 14:31 if i'm not wrong!

laugh all you want but its hell fast for me.

i thought i hit about 15 mins already okay! :(

SBJ was 172, total record for me.

if this keeps up, next year will be totally awesome for a horrible, unfit person like me.

anyway,

I WANNA GO SHOPPING BADLY.

seriously!

i wish i had like won cash.

cold, hard cash.

and i'll take off to orchard and wherever to shop and shop and eat and drink STARBUCKS!

oh man, tempting.

school tomorrow, shall sleep early.

hopefully i do get to shop!

even before SYF, so if anything bad happens, at least my mood won't be killed.

speaking of SYF, sigh.

HOW MUCH DO WE WANT GOLD WITH HONOURS?!?!?!?

no one seems convincing enough, honestly.

but i know deep in my heart, its a gold for me.

i would honestly say the word 'honours' is an added bonus, if we actually put in the effort.

but looking at things with 12 days left, gold isn't even there.

you can want it so bad, which i do,

but if one person doesn't put in any effort, what's the point?

and the sec twos keep ponning.

sopranos is practically left with like 4 sec twos?

only ONE in soprano 2.

seriously, doesn't anything make them wake up?!

oh well, and so happens by sister's convocation is on syf day,

and next day we're going swissotel for dinner.

hopefully a really great miracle happens.

with just 12 days left,

all i can do is pray and sing the best i can.

we can't just drop like shit.

sigh.

2009-03-29T16:07:00.003+08:00

it felt so wrong, it felt so right.

today was like super routine.

church, lunch, home.

which is where i'm blogging now and trying to do SEQ.

but kinda fail, since i've spent like the past 1 hour 15 mins doing nothing but facebook!

and facebook.

AND TAI AILIN MESSAGED ME!

i hope i can lunch with her on tues,

its been so long! :(

sigh, oh well,

i guess i can't really update anymore.

nothing much to say anyway.

i hope i can finish the SEQ by 5! its nearly 430 now.

sheesh.

and its gonna rain.

wind's howling like mad.

and earth hour ytd was cool, i voted for the earth.

hope you guys did too. :)

anyway,

its the first time i actually had alot of history homework?

madness.

oh yes, and i'm very very angry with that stupid guy.

what's with LED lights?

NO DIFFERENCE.

i rather you install more fans everywhere than lights.

i don't see how much of a difference is there in cost savings.

and what's with cancelling our freaking trips!

parents already signed the form, and now you say cannot.

WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!

its being UNFAIR to us!

you've already taken away our trips in sec 4, pushed it down to sec 3.

and now you're just giving us really horrible choices so you don't have to subsidise much or something?

geez, give us a break and treat us better.

we deserve better.

and no one deserves to have tradition broken, i.e. service learning in sec four.

its probably the whole highlight of secondary school education.

treat us better, won't you.

and stop doing stuff that doesn't even benefit anyone!

zomg, sometimes, people really are abit empty up there.

seriously.

and i'm getting pissed off again.

I NEED MY STARBUCKS FIX!!!

2009-03-25T23:27:00.005+08:00

its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now.

Zomg,i'm HELL TIRED after spending like 2 hours collating survey results for R&D.
ultimate killer!
tmr i'm gonna be so damn tired. :(
sigh.

went lunch with aaron, kenneth and allinda today.

pretty funny.

and damn gay and all, ahhaa.

then allinda and us bumped into the group of 3D guys,

and she starting accusing people of stalking her?!

and everyone pretending we all couldn't hear, AHHAA.

gay times, sigh.

studied at 3D locker with some 3A people as well as 3D.

did finish ALL my homework (i'm happy!) and stuff,

and started raining?

and very cool,

could see the heavy rain at the field but it wasn't raining outside the lockers at all!

VERY VERY COOL.

sadly no rainbow today. :(

well, gotta pack up and sleep now.

very very tired and sleepy.

hope i can survive the ultimate killer day tomorrow.

2 sciences, 2 maths and english?! i think.

goodnight people.

please tell me you really are true.

2009-03-24T17:44:00.004+08:00

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY. :D

alright, not VERY, but happier than other days. :)

firstly, chapel was great!

i didn't sing alot cos i was listening to miss chang sing, which was nice.

she couldn't really reach the high notes but it was nice.

way too drama + keyboard way too loud though. :S

but i think her voice is better for singing like other songs, i don't know.

secondly,

i had a very nice lunch today!

IKEA! hahaha, have been wanting to go there for like the longest time.

and thank you aaron for letting me drag you there. :)

hahahhaa, i know you go quite often but whatever. :D

thank you very much! :)

thirdly,

I PASSED MY HISTORY OVERALL!! :D

zomg, totally thought i would fail?!

hahhaa, i passed by 1.8%, which is like :O, but very very cool. :)

and well, i did rather well for like term 1, in terms of maths and science.

exception is chinese and history.

chinese was like, if i remember correctly, B3?!

science, the only disappointment was physics.

2% to A1! :(

sigh.

haven't gotten a maths scores i think.

i shan't reveal my results, cos i don't want like people commenting.

ask me if you must, which i highly doubt so, hahah!

Fourth and finally,

today i wasn't pissed or anything.

i really think i need to control my emotions abit more.

like sheesh, emotion control is hard for me. :S

oh, but one thing which sucks.

during chinese i happened to press on my left ankle, the inside, like unconsciously,

but there was a sudden sharp pain!

zomg, it really hurt.

i kept pressing slightly during chinese, and i kept ouch-ing.

i know la, so stupid to inflict more pain then suffer,

but i had to know how painful it was.

i have a feeling it was cos i banged it into something recently.

but it only hurts when pressed!

there's one spot that HURTS LIKE HELL even when you press slightly,

like pressing on your phone or something, yeah.

very very pain.

i'll probably go doctor like if it still hurts very badly after 3 days.

its hurting now, just pressed it. :S

sheesh, anyway guess i gotta do work.

i'll be online tmr i hope! :)

and i need my starbucks fixxxxx.

i'm left with only FOUR vouchers!!!!

very sad.

oh yes, next year if my obsession with starbucks is still as horrible,

do get me starbucks vouchers if you've no idea what to buy.

i'll appreciate that yo, and i'll love your present even more. :D

hehhee.

AND I'M VERY BORED AND DON'T WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK. :(

2009-03-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

don't let this love stay for only a few days.

Sheesh,

i'm gonna have to surrender, so called, this laptop.

sigh, and its running out of battery too!

nvm, i shall try to charge it now and i can use next time around. :)

58 minutes remaining! madness.

i seriously hate what my parents are freaking doing la, huh.

pisses me off so much.

ugh.

anyway, school's tmr.

totally sucks.

dreading it and all.

and i've absolutely no idea how to pin my hair!

sigh.

oh well,

i guess i've nothing much to blog today.

don't expect me blog in the coming days.

i most likely can't, thanks to my wonderful (hah) dad who thinks keeping me away from the computer does me more good than harm.

on the contrary, no.

the more you deprive me of the com, my obsession grows.

don't say i didn't warn you.

hope chapel on tues will be fun.

i miss chapel alot.

and i miss ailin alot!

anyway, here's a joke for this time around.

nothing else to blog, but don't want this to seem too empty.

Who is great?
It's you.
Who is smart?

It's you.
Who is sweetest?

It's you.
Who is jolly?

It's you.
Who is lying?

Of course, it's me.

6 facts on Earth
1st fact : You can't touch all your teeth with your tongue.
2nd fact : After reading this, all fools will try it.
3rd fact : Now you will smiles cos you have become a fool.
4th fact : Now you want 2 fool your friends.
5th fact : Now you forward it 2 all fools.
6th fact : Fact 1 is false.

2009-03-22T01:37:00.003+08:00

naughty side of sesame street.

alright, i'm uber addicted to whose line is it anyway?

its HELL funny.

i keep laughing!

each segment gets better and better.

really love party quirks, haha!

and scenes from a hat.

you guys should go watch too, provided you get their jokes, which are pretty crazy.

anyway, went out with brah after tuition today.

uber fun and all,

and now deborah is trendier thanks to me!

she bought her shoe, started shopping and stuff.

while throughout 3 hours, i only bought a hairband and clips. :S

sigh, and school's starting in a day's time!

SUCKKK, i'm gonna miss holidays.

this holidays wasn't that productive, but real ownage.

hope to go out with the 3E clique soon, as well as 2E clique!

eeeeeee, 2e bbq soon i hope! :)

well, i shall go watch a couple more videos on WLIIA, laugh more then go to sleep.

they're damn addictive.

2009-03-21T01:45:00.002+08:00

any other night, except it'll be the second in a row its like that.

SIGH,

i'm feeling abit down again.

sorry deborah anyway, cos i managed to find my shoe and all.

i'll try to follow you tomorrow!

anyway,

i really love the dress above!

i wanna get it, sigh!

very pretty eh, haha!

anyway, went IMM with my parents for dinner earlier on.

had dinner at ichiban sushi, which was really really good!

sashimi was like, whoa.

i miss sashimi alot.

i think i can eat like 5 plates la, :S

bought my shoe later, which is quite nice actually, except, nevermind.

around $30, which is whoa.

sigh, stupid silver shoes thingy, making life difficult!

well anyway, nothing much to post.

kinda moody.

another day, another cycle of the situation last night,

besides the redness,

if you know what i mean.

i seriously can't read another 'need to sleep' message.

how many days do you need to sleep without caring about others?

everyday also say tired,

are you really tired or is it some stupid excuse to avoid me?

you're giving me the feeling that you never want to talk to me ever again.

never.

and i call it the kicked aside feeling,

where someone gets neglected for very long.

or maybe i'm just paranoid to you.

2009-03-20T01:19:00.004+08:00

screw you.
you know i've been waiting hell long,
and you just go like that?
fair eh, how fair!
stop taking it for granted.
ask yourself how many times do i have to tolerate stuff that's just unfair to me?
screw it.
i'm upset, yes, i am.
so what?

and like i've been sleeping well.
your daily life consists of practically 1/2 on the bed.
how is that ever fair?

2009-03-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

why do i keep running from the truth?

sigh, i've quite a bit to unload today.

playing minesweepers with allinda chew my minesweeperbangsxzxzx partner! :D

i finally won her like, three times out of the countless times we've been playing! :D

whoa, okay, now its four.

hahah!

i'm improving allinda, i am.

i kinda trashed you 4 games in a row right? :)

uh oh, i only won 4 out of 24 games. :S

anyway, today choir wasn't so bad.

i got pretty lot of sweets and gum!

and i didn't get caught for my nail polish, hehe.

oh well,

choir ended like half an hour earlier?

yeah.

had lunch with deborah though, and we were like just reading our own books, haha!

well, think i shall go offline soon.

probably should sleep alittle earlier sometimes.

school's starting soon though, so it'll be my 3rd last night to sleep late!

we'll see who can i talk over the phone with.

goodnight!

don't you find that we're kinda distant?

meeting up is abit of a problem, we're mostly indulged in our own stuff.

i don't know, but don't you feel that even msn conversations are no longer as fun?

for some reason, i just feel we're not as close anymore.

maybe its just that gap that i made last year, and its a gap that can never be fully closed or sealed?

i hope it isn't the case.

i just don't feel as high around you as way before.

you're close to the other two,

while i'm like some roamer?

i don't know, maybe i've changed, or you've changed.

but all i know is that it'll be the same thing for me if there's really a problem between us again:

i'll do whatever it takes to close and seal that gap once and for all.

i don't want to suddenly start feeling all weird around you.

i don't feel it all the time, but somehow its lingering in the air, especially whenever we hardly talk?

maybe its just the whole school stress, but i hope its gonna be alright asap.

you're the bestest ever in my entire life, and no way am i gonna lose you,

nor the rest of our clique.

very sad that my mum's gonna be home tomorrow.

I WILL BE BORED TO DEATH.

time to call people now. :)

2009-03-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

The world slows down but my heart beats fast.

Short post today!

shoehunting outing with brahhh was cancelled,

so i stayed home.

really shiok, slept till like around 12?

really good.

talked alot that night with xing jie!

hahaha, super funny.

he had to keep cutting off.

i think i'm very blessed to be the lucky kind who hardly get panda eyes after staying up to talkkkk.

very fun! i kept laughing.

well, there's choir tmr,

or today, rather.

lunch at bk with de-bo-rahhhh!

been very very long.

oh well, hope it'll be like really fun.

miss all the high times.

i slacked hell lot today, but amazingly it was pretty productive,

i did like a maths and physics!

a few parts i don't know how to do but oh well, not too bad!

ZOMG, so freaky.

suddenly got this HUGE thingy flew onto my laptop!

and i bravely caught it and threw it away.

sheesh, i have alot of encounters with stupid flying stuff.

screw them. :S

alright, rather uninteresting eh.

whatever, goodnight!

i shall sleep early.

choir from 1 - 6.

KILLER.

2009-03-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

drifting apart, the glue just doesn't stick.

480th post!

cool, very. :D

anyway there are very weird stuff flying into my house now.

all sorts of flies?

stupid.

very annoying, i scared they crawl onto my piglet.

then it'll be very very dirty. hehe.

today had a surprise party for nicholas fooooo!

really early and in advance, but its for ada's r&d thingy.

sigh, i wish i was in their group but whatever, i'm over that thing.

hah!

started off filling water bombs at the carpark, madness.

they wanted 300 bombs?

like for scores, but no one cared after that.

nicholas came, and we started trying to throw the 'fake cake' with loads of whipped cream on him?

got really dirty, almost everyone, except like me and kenneth and adriel and all,

but in the end nicholas wiped his hand on my hair. :S

played this really sick make over thingy, where we used butter?! and stuff to stick onto people's faces.

hell sick la!

shaun and kenneth kena, haha!

then had watermelon eating comp, which was not even one somehow, cos people just grab and eat.

played water bomb later!

which was madness.

fell cos of all the water,

and my tummy hurt for awhile.

but now its alright, haha.

went ada's house to shower and all,

then went lorraine's house to eat.

then the geog teacher mr mark came, then started to play games and all,

then had cake which jamie baked which was good. :D

then had 7 minutes of heaven, the less sick version, which was hell funny!

and truth or dare, as usual.

oh well, today was fun.

gotta go, people chasing me off.

as usual, so annoying.

2009-03-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

me and myself for this time around.

quick post today!

didn't do anything much,

just went to buy a couple of drinks and chips for tmr's thingy.

gonna be fun i hope?

really hard to have hardcore fun nowadays.

i really want hillsong to come down, somehow.

anyway, just another 3 days and i'm gonna be less bored!

haha, and somehow i can't wait for choir.

pretty weird eh,

i think going school is better sometimes.

sigh!

i was playing on the ben and jerry's website just now, hehe.

super gay.

the automated programmed robot had practically and actual convo with me?!

very very scary, i got freaked out.

but for awhile, hahaa.

i really hope tmr will be hell fun.

somehow, i think i'll be quite out if not for some guys.

i seriously relate better to guys, somehow!

weird, i know.

well, its like another one month 3 days to syf.

so near yet i don't feel the heat.

i probably will on thursday cos its devoid of all the sec 4s.

not really in the mood to blog, so goodnight!

at least i've been blogging.

miss it, kinda.

guess you're having fun eh.

i hope i do, tmr.

2009-03-14T23:16:00.004+08:00

blowing kisses out my window and missing you.

HELLO THERE! :D

firstly, LIVERPOOL WON!

i wasn't watching, but getting updates from people.

and its pretty funny, like suddenly a OMG,

liverpool scored,

and at home i'll be going high as if i was watching!

HAHA, i wasn't actually those who are mad about liverpool,

but i'm supporting them for fun la.

but the bad thing is,

now everyone says i suck on facebook.

like wth?

honestly, i think man u too proud and thought they would win again.

most of the time, that causes them to lose.

sheesh.

anyway,

today i went to cut my hair!

and thought she cut like an inch off my length,

I REALLY WANT MY HAIR BACK.

and my bangs are like really weird,

cos its real thin and not like those full on like ailin's.

i don't know how will i look with full bangs,

but oh well,

i look like a kiddo now, which is good nor bad, i guess?

just that my specs make me look very very funny!

funny as in weird.

very weird, i wish i didn't spoil my eyes on purpose.

CONTACTS.

I WANT.

anyway,

i'm also sad that my nail polish is starting to chip off!

i like bright pink, hehe.

its very very cool. :D

and i realised i've practically nothing to blog about!

i keep going to lead and check for stuff,

and i realise i enjoyed this year's lead.

very good time to go play and all.

and its like extended holiday!

sheesh.

can someone buy me the hsm dvd, puh leaseeeeeee.

if not holidays i'm gonna be pretty bored.

sigh,

i'm blogging very very stupid stuff.

i think i shall stop here.

goodnight!

oh please, won't you just for once try not to fall asleep or play stupid games,

and just talk to me?

its been ages.

and you're going away somemore.

isn't it just alittle unfair.

2009-03-14T03:02:00.001+08:00

WTF HAPPENED TO MY MSN CONTACTS!
they're EVERYWHERE.
suddenly the whole of 3E left shirley only,
the rest are somehow MIXED UP.
and i thought they got deleted.
WTHHHHHHHH.

AND MY SISTER DIDN'T HELP ME UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURES.
SHE HAD BETTER NOT DELETE EVERYTHING IF NOT I'LL CRY LIKE SHIT.
ITS NOT EVERYTHING.

wth.
in short,
I AM HELL PISSED OFF/ ANGRY/ WHATEVER!

2009-03-14T02:38:00.006+08:00

got me hypnotised, so mesmerised.

GOSH,

first time i'm not easily sick of a song being repeated.

hahaha, i know i'm such a 'slow person',

only catching up on previously famous or popular songs,

but anyway,

i've listened to crush for more than one half hour?!

actually two, zomg.

pretty mad eh, lol!

anyway,

today was total fun with tai ailin!

hahaha,

and i was pretty stupid.

and very very late.

almost an hour late!

but its all for one balloon, so ailin, don't be angry okay! :)

really happy to see her smile and be so happy and still as gay!

really hope we get to celebrate our birthdays again and again. :D

anyway,

i left house like 4.40 when i was to meet her at 5?!

so i pushed back the time.

rushed to holland, got the balloon,

then went out to the bus stop opp crystal jade.

and seriously, i'm really dumb.

i thought 48, 61 and 970 can go commonwealth,

in which only 970 can after thinking about it..

and i stupidly went to board 48,

and i totally gasped in horror when it stayed on the right lane after while,

cos it was to turn to the bus terminal.

so i had to drop off,

run across, then wait for another bus to buona vista.

wait super long, then decided to walk out so i had buses that actually went to commonwealth.

FIRST TIME in my life i took the wrong bus!

anyway,

later 145 came at the bus stop somewhere opp the mrt track,

then i got on at the right door.

then just cos i happen to walk in front of this woman, then i accidentally bang into her,

then she came stomping behind me while 'tsk-ing',

then she did the what i call, worst-attitude-ever action,

she stomped her foot real loudly and i felt something pinning my jeans down for like 2 seconds,

and i was WALKING.

she was like trying to trip me or something??!

and it was pretty obvious it was on purpose,

cos she started making all sorts of sounds,

then when i look at her walk past,

from the side i could see her twisted face,

which actually made me feel like slapping.

but it was rather funny though.

i never knew people would be so uncivilised?

imagine if she was on the mrt at peak hour.

so if people bang into her,

she'll start making sounds and stepping on people's shoe/pants?!

if i ever meet her again, i'll make sure i bang into her hard,

wait for her to step on my jeans, turn around and tell her that her face looks really horrible and by making all sorts of sounds,

its making me want to laugh real bad.

and i'll walk away!

horrible people like that.

and even after i got off,

i saw her sitting there with that twisted face.

zomg, it was just a slight bang,

and it was my BAG, btw.

anyway,

went fish and co with ailin,

and whoa.

our bill was $50!

comparable to nyny,

but i still like nyny.

oh well,

i want to go out with ailin soon!

maybe to fusionpolis for crazy supermarket trips and starbucks and all.

and i'm left with a miserable $20 worth of vouchers for starbucks.

I NEED MORE!

i think i'm a java chip addict.

but starbucks is an expensive but yummy indulgence.

hahaa, i feel good blogging such a huge load of crap.

anyway,

i've uploaded quite a few pictures from the cam.

sighhh,

i want a cam of my own, maybe the pink cybershot,

and a pink vaio laptop!

but no pink ipod, cos the pink so ugly.

sheesh, i really want a cam/laptop of my own!

alright, anyway its pretty late now, shall go sleep.

WHOA,

the show i'm kinda looking at is SICK.

blood keeps spurting out at all the surgeons,

zomg?!

seems like after midnight on fridays,

channel 5 has a penchant to show medical shows.

i like house. :D

ahhaah!

i'm talking nonsense again.

i'm going off for real,

having headache already.

another day plus till you're gone, then 4 days till i'll hear from you.

somehow, i think it won't be torturous.

but if somehow, 4 days away will help in getting you to be more sensitive and all,

what is 4 days then?

i'llmy.

2009-03-13T03:13:00.000+08:00

and so, yet another year, but we're gonna get closer.

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY TAI AILIN!

my bestest bestest friend on earth.

more than i can ask for!

have a GREAT year being 15,

and never regret the things you'll do in this year.

i really love you and also hope you'll grow with the Lord,

and never forget me too!

God bless you richly.

I WILL SEE YOU LATER. :D

p.s. i purposely made this post to be posted at 3:13am cos its your birthdate too. :D

2009-03-13T01:58:00.002+08:00

This love is difficult, but it's real.

i'm up late again!

last night was pretty bad,

slept like 4.30am?

hehehe, was talking on the phone to my super crappish and random friend.

you know who you are la, i can't be bothered to dive into details.

got a shock when i opened lead for day 2 of e learning.

so little stuff!

its really better than last year.

last year had to chiong like crap?

this year is really better.

and e learning's actually very fun.

all the copy and paste stuff, hehe.

and doing with friends?

and three days of no school,

it isn't so bad after thinking about it.

well, went weng shian's house today to play squash, table tennis and badminton!

and badminton is confirm my strongest game.

squash was like, what, one hour then stop and go up. :S

and his house is SUPER HUGE.

man, i wish i had ceilings that high.

his house probably twice my house size.

started to do maths and stuff with aaron and weng shian,

then had lunch,

went down to play table tennis and badminton which was killer cos i kept getting thirsty!

and i got owned by both of them at badminton,

but i lost like by, 2 points or 3 when i vs one on one, which wasn't so bad!

my weakness is not being able to run forward fast enough, and they both purposely let the shuttlecock drop really near the net when i'm so far away?

killer, but it was really fun?

then we started doing all sorts of stuff,

like using badminton racket to play hockey with the ping pong ball?!

hahhaa, really crazy but super fun.

went up later,

did finish bio and whatever else,

then tried to figure out trigo again cos i keep forgetting how to do alot of them,

then left his house at six.

and get this: the bus only came like almost 5 mins to 7?

total madness.

actually, i don't know why am i like saying so much.

but ytd was really fun.

alright, gotta go sleep, goodnight! :D

2009-03-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

its not the end till you say its the end.

SO SORRY!
its been VERY VERY long since i've posted, like probably a month ago or something?
i don't know.
but i'm very sorry!
hope you guys weren't like, never mind.

anyway, e learning is like a killer!
especially trigonometry.
i roughly understand the basics, but throw me some question and i can barely answer it.
:(
i love partial fractions though, its really easy!
but one wrong, the whole thing wrong.
:S

anyway, had this half-3e outing thingy on tuesday.
really fun and all.
we made super lot of noise la!
and btw, gelare and plaza sing has real bad service.
we deserve at least some politeness even without paying service charge right?!
i'm not against gelare, but go somewhere else other than plaza sing if you must.
tsk, kinda spoiled people's mood but we were fine.
went face shop later and all the girls (ada, jamie, joanne, lorraine, shermaine, sherrill and me) started testing nail polish,
and some guys went crazy and started getting us to paint their nails pink or whatever.
pretty cool, but seriously, if anyone thinks they're gay, hahah!
too bad.
i'm looking forward to more 3e outings though.
class clique outings are very fun. :D

well, ailin's birthday is coming in a day's time!
can't wait to meet her, hehehe.

sigh, and choir syf is in around 5 weeks!
ultimate scary.
first and last time for my batch.
:(

anyway alot has been going on in school,
with all the overseas trips and stuff, its crazy.
i put japan as first choice.
i was kinda struggling with japan and chiangmai, but since its unlikely i'll go japan,
i thought i should put it first.
but now, i've no idea.
i think i'll be upset if i really get it, i don't know.

i think i lost my blogging sense.
i've no mood nor brain to think what to type.
i don't even think i needed to think last time!
sheesh, i need to blog more.
e learning's a good chance.
:D

i really a laptop of my own.
one with camera so i can keep webcamming with deborah (which totally is cool!)
and one that's LIGHT(this stupid temp laptop can break shoulders)
and probably it should be pink.
i saw one very nice pink laptop a few weeks back, hehhee.
and yes, i do like pink.
i got pink nail polish on tuesday.
:D
and who said pink was for bimbos la, tsk.

anyway, now the seniors are gone for service learning.
choir's gonna get pretty boring.
and messy, since no heads to 'discipline' us.
i've a very bad feeling thurs practice will be totally screwed.
:S

anyway, i'm struggling with enzymes.
no matter how much i like bio, but till now i'm not sure which is the lock and which is the key.
gosh, bio is killer.
the way they phrase questions is like, HELP.
:(
alright, i guess i had better stop talking nonsense and sleep.
i'm gonna play squash and whatever else at 10am tmr!
if i don't get at least 6 hours of sleep,
i'm so screwed.
so goodnight, and have a great 2nd day of e learning tmr. :D
hehehhee.

oh btw, anyone needs help in partial fractions?
hahahhaa, i'm aiming to keep what i learnt from tuition fresh in my mind.
and i totally oppose the whole 'don't get a math tuition outside' thingy.
come on, if you don't start teaching well, we will flunk a math like crap!
ah whatever, i'm starting to get cranky.
need to sleep.
:(

AND SOMEONE DATE ME FOR SHOPPING DURING HOLIDAYS PLEASEEEEEEEEE.

2009-02-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

how about another breakdown, meltdown.

AH CRAP.

guess what, my com crashed!
like, AGAIN.

okay, not really crash, but blackout.

this time no funny smoky smell and all,

it just went off immediately.

i think maybe its my big fat thigh - accidentally hit it.

at first i thought my ankle hit the on/off button,

then when i looked and tried to turn it on, nothing.

funny thing was that the keyboard still had a light on, which meant the keyboard still works.

monitor on/off button was flashing,

but the cpu just wouldn't on!

ZOMG, i'm seriously worried that the whole thing crash and everything is GONE.

all my photos, all the other stuff, wth.

better not be gone please!

do help pray for the com and tell me what i can do if you know kay,

besides backing up and all.

that i know, but it'll not be very soon.

argh, i hope its the idiot power source kena fried or the fan got stuck or whatever.

anything but crash.

please please please.

anyway, i just finished my research for eng project,

killer since i'm not used to my sister's laptop.

but its kinda fun making points and all.

hope the info is enough.

i hope we get really good marks! :D

hey, if guys can get 35/40, so can we.

and just cos theirs different topic, like finally.

anyway, R&D is kinda fun now.

not too bad, the idea.

anyway, came back at like 4 today.

stupid la. damn fed up with my dad.

he's practically devoiding me of a least bit of freedom and totally giving me comments on how lousy i am.

its a freaking FIRST TRY, FIRST TEST.

its really not bad considering i didn't fail!

zomg, i really cannot stand him.

always saying lousy, no encouragement.

parents are just really too 'self-centered' in a way.

they only think kids should be encouraged when one does well.

hello, its reward for doing well, enouragement for not so well done stuff?!

today's passage in the chinese test was so damn relevent.

its always like that, i need the tests.

they're so relevant and explain current problems of mine?

scary. :S

but anyway, its true parents don't really care about the kids' feelings.

i already cried like crap last april, but seems like nothing has gotten through to him.

still as demanding, degratory in a way, and disencouraging, if there's such a word.

always putting me down, always saying i'm lousy, acting like borderline is the end of the world for me, saying i'm smart but just plain lazy, saying i don't put effort.

i WILL put more effort if he would just stop all those demeaning and horrible comments.

its not about ego, its about knowing whether your parents actually care more about results or you as a person.

know what, now even being smart doesn't get you really any further than good character.

stuff can be learnt, but good values and character can never be obtained unless they're taught and instilled properly.

ah, screw it.

goodbye.

2009-02-15T18:00:00.005+08:00

Don't let your past, determine your future.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

and happy belated birthday Xing Jie and Rebecca! :)

HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY!

isn't the balloon hugeeee and awesome?

hahhaa, my birthday was really the best in all my 15 years.

and i don't feel anymore different.

i don't feel older yo.

but i'm a REALLY really happy 15 year old.

i know its been real long since my bday,

so alot of belated thanking to do.

sorry everyone. :S

but anyway, i really wanna thank deborah, yeewei and rebecca and whoever else who gave me the AWESOME and HUGE balloon,

thank you xing jie and zayne for the crazy amount of starbucks vouchers (i'm really gonna grow fat),

thank you aaron for your pig and all,

thank you sarah-ann and chin wei for the be-yoo-ti-full pouch and pen and card and everything!,

thank you ailin for your sweetest present and really thoughtful present, which i actually was really shocked and wanted to cry but i can't,

thank you zoey for the 'diamond ring',

thank you celine for your pen and clip and all,

thank you ada for your card,

thank you jessica for your present and card,

and thank you all who made my birthday so fun and wished me a happy birthday,

whether in school, on facebook, on tagboard, whatever.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.

i really had fun, and it was the best day of my life! :D

well anyway,

after school on my birthday, i went out with my bestfriend ailin whom i seriously miss her alot.

watched the curious case of benjamin button which totally kicks ass man!

its really nice and makes you cry,

seriously.

but i guess its not like ghost whisperer,

every episode i sure cry.

the movie was really long,

but worth it, cos of all the interesting stuff in the movie and the stupid lightning guy,

total comic relief.

well,

we had no time for dinner and all so we just bought BK and bused back,

with everyone staring at the balloons,

especially little kids who wanted to touch it.

hahahhaa.

well anyway, the next day was rebecca's birthday.

went Crystal Jade for dinner,

and it was super awesome.

XLB! :D

hahaha, it was so much fun.

anyway,

went cold rock after that, where i treated rebecca ice cream cos i didn't get her a present.

but anyway, it was the MOST expensive ice-cream i've ever eaten.

killer yo man, i'm never eating it again.

no offence to cold rock lovers,

but i don't see why its worth that price cos B&J has more interesting tastes.

but its just personal opinion, right?

i still love B&J, muahaha.

well, nothing much happened after friday,

as far as i can remember.

went out with deborah and all to get bday presents and stuff during weekdays,

and choir as usual.

cross country on friday was really great though.

i'm like super raring to go running soon. :D

i'm proud to say i only stopped once during the entire 3.2km run!

well, i actually slow jogged to pace myself, and jogged alongside sarah-ann,

which i must thank cos i was actually slowing her down.

her stamina damn good man, hehehe.

but anyway, we stopped to walk for probably 200m the most,

and jogged the rest.

really awesome,

when 2.4km i usually walk alot!

gave out all the vday presents to everyone,

and i totally missed out like some people,

and by the way, i totally don't have enough sweets.

this year i've been too generous, i think.

i spent quite alot on presents and now my birthday angpao money left abit more than half of what i had la! :S

super suck, only can last till june i think.

anyway, went to JP for subway with ada, jamie, joanne, shermaine, lorraine, shirley, aaron and weng shian.

had really a great time and talking and all,

which probably made us know each other a tiny bit more.

first time a small part of 3E actually went out,

which is good!

went weng shian's house later with aaron to play squash as i really didn't wanna go home,

and was actually in a mood to go play games and all,

but the rest wanted to go back and 'hibernate', so only we three went to play.

wanted to play tennis but weng shian couldn't find his rackets,

so had to settle for squah, which i totally suck at man!

but was rather fun, cos i managed to hit the ball quite a few times in a row.

went home like close to 6,

and waited for 14 super long.

really sucks to have a few buses that goes home from there,

while aaron had so many?!

well,

valentine's day yesterday!

totally boring,

just met up with xing jie to go tuition together,

saw elisse at dover mrt,

then class was totally boring,

i actually rather write 'guided' zuo wen or letters.

really fun. :D

and just as i was about to settle for porridge for dinner cos my dad was having a bad stomachache,

allinda called and asked me out for dinner. :D

really happy she asked, cos it was getting really boring playing raving rabbids and i had a XLB craving anyway.

so we did eat at crystal jade,

and the stupid XLB totally burnt my tongue, which hurts till now.

went starbucks later,

and we paid a dollar EACH for a caramel frapp venti.

awesome eh, thanks to zayne and xingjie.

madness, i really have alot of vouchers.

but i used up almost half of them.

totally need to control, if not i'm like paying starbucks probably $200 a year!

killer, i totally wanna work there.

walked all the way to the bus stop near the mrt,

and talked alot about stuff,

which was totally the kinda talks i miss.

not the gossip part, but about saying everything out and knowing what each other means without having to say alot. :D

i miss allinda, dione and evangeline so much yo!

took 74 with chew-y,

and talked till she alighted, in which she could stand there signalling to me all sorts of things.

really miss her retarded actions in class,

but i'm starting to like 3E more and more each day.

its getting pretty fun!

well, and today, i'm here surfing and finally blogging.

real sorry there wasn't any posts for awhile,

totally busy and i need permission to go online, but i hardly have time anyway.

but at least i've blogged!

and i do miss the internet alot alot alot. :S

and i totally can't wait for founders' day dinner next year.

think its gonna be totally awesome and everyone will look better than expected.

can't wait!

okay, that was totally random.

anyway,

i really wanna watch benjamin button again,

cos i really wanna hear every single word and cry at the show, HAHA.

tell me if you're interested to watch, and we'll go and watch or something! :D

alright, i think its been a rather long post.

but anyway, please don't expect any frequent posts.

sec 3 is kinda killer but i'm getting used to it.

new timetable will suck though.

but anyway i will try to update around once a week,

but definitely every month i'll update!

haha, wtcrap,

i think not many people read though.

oh whatever.

I REALLY WANNA GO OUT SOON.

someone please book me soon.

i wanna go running too.

please ask me too!

i need to train stamina for napfa, like totally.

alright, i think i shall stop talking crap and go cook myself dinner.

goodbye and if you want to see any photos,

go facebook and check sometime.

i should be uploading everything there.

No matter what you've gone through in the past, no matter how many setbacks you've suffered or who or what has tried to thwart your progress, today is a new day, and God wants to do a new thing in your life. Don't let your past determine your future.

- 'your best life begins each morning' by joel osteen (feb 6).

2009-02-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

well you've done done it and you bet i felt it.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! :D

just less than two days yo. :)

anyway,

sorry for lack of posts.

haaha, anyway.

my birthday's gonna suck big big time la.

all the stupid tests and all that's robbing me of fun and happiness.

anyway,

this week is like major test week?

its total craziness.

and 5 weeks have passed.

how great.

and stupid timetable.

don't know who's the stupid idiot who go amend?

we're all FINE with now the timetable.

i think someone probably is making the sec 1s move around or something.

and what's with the stupid yellow lin and painting the freaking cortyard area WHITE.

EVERYONE likes the way the walls were okay,

not now with the super ugly colour combination!

and like, recesses are WAY too short.

i know, after 5 weeks then complain,

but THREE sciences and BOTH languages on ONE DAY is enough to kill,

you want to have FIVE periods of e math straight then A MATHS straight after our recess.

triple science so what.

2009-01-29T18:45:00.006+08:00

if its ever gonna be better, i need assurance now.

today was pretty fun.

went ikea with deborah and all, and got some stuff for RYMD.

my idea and i wanted to pay for all, but deborah let me pay only half.

lessons totally sucked.

the only time i seriously went mad was 2nd time of e maths.

adriel and nicholas are ridiculous, seriously.

all their stupid songs.

but other than that, i couldn't exactly concentrate.

i got so jittery even in first period.

so glad weekend's coming.

probably can concentrate more.

but right now, its really horrible.

especially bio.

total, ugh.

anyway, i really hope this can be over soon.

6 days, very long.

and no, not my birthday.

sort of la, but whatever.

concerns like everything?

don't bother asking me even if you wanna know.

i'm not gonna say anything at all.

don't force me.

actually not much mood to blog.

went really mad on the bus cos i kept playing with the stuff we bought.

and finally i got to eat ikea meatballs! :D

i really need alot of support right now.

i can't be exactly bothered with anything except this.

its zapping my concentration away!

gosh.

and i totally failed e maths class test.

i'm such a dood.

i got HALF of what ada got.

wth, i'm so pissed off at myself.

and i know teachers have alot of authority,

but they DON'T have the authority to use violence just to WAKE PEOPLE UP.

wth, hitting people so hard and loud and repeatedly with a book is just SO not okay la.

and its someone else's book.

zomg, everyone's going mad now, i think.

going crazy and doing really bizzare things?

and assembly this morning, zomg.

i hate to say this, but 2009 sucks so far.

and thursdays sucks even more.

i really hate this.

i don't want to cry on my birthday.

i wish i was born earlier or later.

so many freaking tests on the week/day itself.

and just before it,

i've to find out if i'm gonna be more upset or happy.

its one or the other.

extreme but that's a fact.

i'm praying very hard for a positive change.

really.

no ONE deserves an unhappy birthday, or an unhappy life.

NO ONE.

but life's just ironic.

GET WELL SOON YEEWEI. :)

~~this thing totally sucks.~~

~~its like 'day one' now.~~

~~freaking horrible.~~

~~like, another 3+ more actual days to suffer,~~

~~not counting weekends,~~

then i'll know whether i'm gonna be totally free or really happy once again.
talking about ikea, i really miss those times.
so much.
i wish it could be back to normal soon, even before the deadline is up.

~~maybe i didn't cherish enough, or maybe i was being taken for granted.~~

~~i really want it to begin right, and not cry my whole life out,~~

~~nor cry for myself on my own birthday.~~

~~its just not right, not what it should be.~~

~~cos if others can survive so long,~~

~~so can we, if we were even supposed to be.~~

2009-01-27T16:14:00.001+08:00

a jump towards freedom and true love.

HAPPY (2nd day of) CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i haven't been updating for like,

a week.

gosh.

well,

this might be a long post, so please don't blame me for burning your eyes,

beautiful or not.

anyway, i'm currently itching to shop.

seriously.

i want more heels!

i've only one now, which is the one i wore ytd.

hahaha, i want this particular kind of shoe but i don't know what's it called.

and oh yes, i really like oxford booties.

really cool. :D

shall go post pictures another time, haha!

well,

the past few days of CNY celebrations are rather fun.

shall start with saturday!

Saturday, 24th Jan

after tuition, i came home and slept.

wasn't feeling really well and stuff.

woke up, and still had a bad headache?

decided to bathe and head for my aunt's house.

the whole family (dad's side) was there,

and everyone brought like abit of food here and there.

wayne had like more than 25 sticks of satay i think, and everyone thought we all threw our sticks on his plate.

i didn't even eat one la!

played guitar hero world tour (ghwt) and man, it was pretty fun.

the songs are like a quite alot,

and a few familiar ones.

even my dad tried the drums, and everyone had to read out the colours to him.
bass was damn easy to play, was pretty fun!

change to raving rabbids later,

and that was when everyone went mad.

like we kept throwing paper balls at the teacher,

talk in the cinema and shake a drink and burp.

zomg, even more fun that GHWT la.

it was so hilarious, like even the adults were laughing?!

i shall upload the few photos when i get them from my sister.

its really few actually, cos its all candid, and none of the raving rabbids,

cos everyone kept playing.

i think the burping game is uber gay. :S

but now, I WANT A WII.

i'm practically playing ravind rabbids on my sister's DS for the past 2 days.

its that fun. :D

had early birthday celebration for my grandma, jessica and me.

really rocks to have your birthday around CNY, cos i get birthday angpows ontop of the usual angpows!

my grandma gave alot, like $40.

total birthday money was under $100, which is actually quite alot for me.

now can go present shopping for other people's birthdays!

i love birthday present shopping,

not for me but i feel so happy cos got excuse to go out. :D

jessica and me has a chocolate liquor cake from bakerzin.

pretty nice, but i like lana cakes.

i want an awfully chocolate cake man!

i wanna try. :D

gonna grow fat but who cares.

oh yes, speaking of fat.

i totally ballooned.

i woke up this morning and stepped on the scale for the first time in about 4 days.

i'm now a tiny bit under 50kg.

zomg, tiny bit = less than 1 kg.

let's just round up okay.

i'm 50kg.

WTH.

no wonder i get heavier every year.

cos i seriously eat alot during CNY!

shit, time to go running.

Sunday, 25th Jan

after church we went straight home, changed and went to my other grandma's house.

maternal reunion dinner this time around.

went to my uncle's house later,

and they had their other family(my uncle's in-laws) over.

so it was pretty big a crowd?

had steamboat for dinner,

which was great cos i kept eating abalone. :D

ate till i was so full?

yeah,

then later went up to play tai di and indian poker and then my cousin's cousin(their mum's side) taught us this drinking game,

where you either could make people drink, you sabo yourself, and do all sorts of things.

by the end of one round, everyone was so bloated.

i kept going toilet,

my sister had stomachache and stuff.

pretty hilarious!

played with the dogs and everything.

left about 1130,

and reached home pretty late and all.

Monday, 26th Jan

nothing much.

went to visit my grandpa,

had lunch at the hong kong restaurant and went to my uncle's house again.

steamboat for lunch, and had only 3 slices of abalone.

:( :( :(

ate abit here and there then went to play mahjong after awhile.

played five rounds and the adults kicked us out cos we weren't playing with money so cannot play too long.

enetertained ourselves with tai di, which was boringgggg.

mahjong was pretty fun actually.

reminded me of last year,

where my parents pulled out the mahjong set and we four played at home and ordered in pizza.

i totally won my sister by $2.50 la,

cos we played with chips.

my dad wasn't so lucky ytd,

cos he lost like 2X of what he won the previous day,

which is ALOT.

scarily.

had like leftovers for dinner,

and left early.

i kept stuffing my face with like some chocolate coated biscuit,

which was apparently home-made.

really good! :D

my angpow money isn't alot.

slightly more than what my dad lost ytd night.

oh well,

i'm happy with my birthday moneeeeeey!

really happy.

just NINE MORE DAYS.

how fast time flies.

freaks me out.

i don't wanna leave secondary school though now it kinda sucks with all the changes (which don't benefit everyone by the way),

and though 2009 kinda sucks for now,

but i never wanna leave!

its still fun.

okay, whatever.

talking crap.

so is no friend better than having a fake friend?

who cares,

i've the truest friends on earth,

and that's all that matters.

and i wanna spend my birthday with them no matter what!

cos a celebration is for everyone, isn't it.

RYMD, let's go eat crabs.

i'm craving.

badly.

and idiot,

i saw that jolly shandy REALLY isn't alcholic anymore.

i saw it on the freaking taxi thingy ontop of the car.

less than 0.5% alcohol.

wth right.

my dad still doesn't let me drink it.

oh yes oh yes,

i forgot to talk about my outing with ailin!

tsk.

friday's multi-ethnic celebrations were leg breaking, literally.

i couldn't walk after i stood up.

zomg,

and the blackout, damn funny.

confirm SOMEONE either never pay electricity bills or wanna save money until lights also wanna turn off.

wth right.

met ailin my bestfriend after that.

saw serena too,

and i totally didn't see derek la.

i wanna take photo with him in his NJ uniform and LOW SOCKS.

hahahah!

anyway,

went somewhere (haven't really confirmed if its supposed to be a secret) to have lunch and all.

the student meal is really nice, at this super cool cafe like place.

cheap too.

and we found it in a foodcourt, a corner of it.

really fun camwhoring with the lemon slices.

went almost everywhere around that area to camwhore.

went the supermarket too, and got a trolley.

then i took like a few bottles of pink dolphin, oreos and hello panda and kept taking pictures with it.

cos they're now banned in school.

gonna get it printed and put in my diary man! :D

went the outside to camwhore,

bought mamee,

went to the super quiet upstairs of the building and started taking photos.

too bad ailin's memory card got problem, then alot of the photos we took were like not saved?

totally sucked that the cam had to run out of battery too.

stayed around for awhile more,

went to the food court and got a drink,

crapped around and i started laughing at the stuff printed in her diary.

NJC seems cool but i love fairfield all the same, especially with choir clique, house clique and RYMD! :D

went ailin's house later to take blouses from her and went home after that.

i know it sounds wrong, but now i have like a part of ailin to remember by almost everyday cos i'll be wearing her uniform! :D

HAHAHA, what rubbish.

well, i miss my bestfriend so much.

now that i've more money to spend, i shall get her a nice present this year.

can't wait for our inbetween date! :D

and i miss RYMD immensely mansxzxzxxz.

we MUST have an outing soon, and not after school kind, but like we shall wear very nice one day and go out.

and camwhore like crap!

i miss deborah the most. :(

long holidays are fun, but they suck cos they make you miss your bestest friends ALOT!

i miss allinda and dione too, and evangeline my dao partner!

totally miss 2E.

3E isn't so fun as 2E.

the girls are seriously quiet,

and i don't have allinda, dione nor evan to go wild with.

only the guys are fun, but i can't be hanging out with them all the time!

madness,

i miss last year alot, choir clique and RYMD.

gosh,

i wish i had a one week holiday.

every day go out with a certain group.

i miss alot of people.

and i don't even know why am i typing so much random stuff.

guess i really am not going out enough.

okay, sorry for uber long post.

pretty boring, i know.

happy CNY again and get back into studying mood fast!

i really don't like sec 3 for now.

without RYMD and everyone, i would probably be depressed right now.

and whatever ups and downs i went through for this whole year and the people who stood by me,

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

i love you all, really.

and i decided to add some colours so i wouldn't bore you out with basic black. :D

oh yes,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZOEY!

~~now if only you could up the number of replies from 2 to 3 or more a day.~~

~~cos really,~~

~~you should be assuring me now instead of me assuring you.~~

~~i've been assuring you quite abit now,~~

~~and you only say nice stuff for a day and a few days after that,~~

~~nothing much.~~

~~why is everything going so bad nowadays?~~

~~is it me, or is it you and your selfishness.~~

~~and taking everything for granted.~~

2009-01-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

such a beautiful day, yet not a beautiful mind.

HELLO! :D

zomg, been so long since i blogged.

not VERY long, but oh well!

have to blog fast, parents coming back.

kinda sucks not to be able to use com eh.

well,

choir's seriously fun nowadays!

i miss miss lim so much! (conductor)

AND OUR EX-PRINCIPAL TOO.

honestly, i loved the school the way it was when miss elaine lim was at the helm.

like wth, no oreos, no hello pandas.

what's next, no milo, and what not?

so many things no more,

and we're even expected to wear only certain colour plain jackets.

like what.

this is a SCHOOL, not a boot camp.

we're here to study.

and i don't see what has jackets and food gotta do with studies.

how is oreo even unhealthy?!

the jacket thing is ridiculous.

everything's so darn screwed up now, everyone's unhappy.

and with all these to complain, everyone can't study properly.

what better learning place!

the study corners are so damn noisy too.

no difference.

there's even YELLOW LINES PAINTED ON THE FLOOR.

i think i know what that's for.

anyway,

OMG, that's all i've to say.

i want to say more, don't even mind being hauled up and scolded for complaining about this,

but i don't feel like today.

when it hits my blasting point THEN i will say more.

anyway,

homework is getting alot by the day.

so many tests on my birthday week too!

totally suck.

and its like, so many tests, just alot.

sec three is MADNESS.

and and,

i seriously don't understand maths.

i never do.

tuition helped alot today!

at least i understand abit more.

sorry if i can't like explain or help anyone with maths though i got the answer myself,

cos i discovered i totally suck at teaching people?

well, and i'm super fed up at a certain group of people.

they are good for the sake of points.

what's the use?

you're someone you're not.

you turn into something people hate so much.

come on,

you mean you are not guilty of those too?

its way too much i tell you.

i think this whole thing is like some propoganda thingy.

2009-01-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

gosh, can't be bothered putting picture.
really quick update.

my parents aren't back yet, so i haven't eaten.
:S
i really wanna go fusion! got planetshakers!
AND,
stupid aaron go lose my watch after i ask him to help me hold last friday.
its been a WEEK!
aiyoooo-eeeeee,
aaron, better find back for me!
:D
trust you to lose it. :(
so now i'm watchless,
oh well.

anyway,
past few days have been fun.
two weeks of school le.
this week sure flew by.
scarily.
and i totally overspent this week la.
gotta use savings.
:S

well,
had loads of fun going camwhore mad with DYR.
we're honestly mad.

anyway,
thanks DYR for the past fews day that i've been totally 'depressed'.
really horrid, but its getting better.

stupid, tmr could be the day we solved everything.
you SO owe me a day out!

2009-01-11T17:21:00.006+08:00

either we're getting distant or its just normal.

GOSH,
i haven't been posting!

proud to say i didn't touch the com this entire week.

okay, maybe once.

but i really need to blog. :S

anyway, i've put rubber bands already.

deborah's right.

they're okay after a few days.

super fun to make music with!

well,

adieu performance on friday was good, i guess.

and the boys are hard to approach.

i understand, but like brah said,

why let your talent and voice go to waste by joining something else?

AND,

my stupid shoes kinda broke.

mr ho had to use normal glue to help me hold it together for awhile.

i owe him a HUGE thank you!

and rayner too, for lending me your socks to walk around in, hahaha!

thanks so much to brah, yeewei and duck too.

for helping me ask people and stuff.

super embarrassing at first, but was really funny.

and thank goodness my shoe was still intact even after walking out of the hall all the way to the LT!

and thanks to cherilyn for holding my stuff and deborah's,

and aaron for safekeeping my watch.

GOSH, friday was damn screwed up for me.

but alot of people made me better by helping and stuff.

see, choir lets you make REAL and serious friends.

and i've decided not to, for once,

spill all the bad things out on here.

what's the use.

that person won't read anyway.